well things aint any better since few days ago.. i am still stuck in this state.. where i am still awake at this time of the day where everyone seems to be slping soundly alr.. seems lyk more things i heard, the more i dun feel right.. feel lyk a fountain now.. pain is all that i can constantly experience..

hmmm alot of things seems to be happening to me now.. really too much.. i am wondering am i able to take it.. good things? bad things? really bad stuffs? yes all that u can think of is in me now.. mayb tt's why i am still awake at this time.. so afraid of not being to slp thus leading to cant being able to fall aslp.. i am experiencing alot of phobias now.. too much for me to take.. but i am taking it slowly becos i cant rush things.. it will make things worst..

life's unpredictable.. cherish what u have.. to  be honest. i am indecisive in everything so i always have to clear my own mess.. hmmm :/