recently i've encountered the worst period of life tt one should encounter.. it's been a long time since i last posted on my blog.. which is good becos not much ppl will be following my post anymore.. i really wonder why ppl treat life so not precious.. will not be naming names.. juz hope things will recover soon.. i feel so trapped.. no one to talk to.. only to be back here talking to something tt at least i can say but dun get a reply..

Person A committed suicide.. tt was 2 days back when G last heard from A.. A was mentally unstable and was going through some recurrence of events that A couldnt get over.. G and A got some misunderstanding and often argues about things.. and A has been saying things tt are not true at all.. A doesnt even takes words seriously of cos G would be angry.. the more provoking A gets.. G has been enduring and ignoring and tt was wad A ask G to do.. ended up G was being backfired and all the bad things u can think of falls upon G.. seriously what is wrong with A? it was juz a small issue but A make it into one big problem and threaten to commit suicide.. tt was 2 days ago in the night.. now G has been blamed by his family members becos A is now in the hospital.. Not being able to do a single thing.. G wasnt able to slp, eat, and do things well.. G has been mentally tortured days and weeks and months by A.. isnt it enough yet?

Now more to go and more to take up as blame?! seriously where is GOD? now all G wans to noe is how A is and how hurt G is.. Being sincere, G wants to look for A in hospital but family members is not giving G any news.. G understands why A's family is doing this but even a word of console also not letting G noe of A's condition now.. seriously? hated what A and A's family been doing..

well.. now all that G can do is only to pray day by day hoping that A will get better and dun do silly things anymore.. G juz hope to be aware of A's condition.. tt's all.. hated life..!!