the truth is out and i've gotten a reply.. i wonder why things ended up this way.. to be honest.. i'm having mixed feelings now.. i am starting to doubt myself once again.. i used to think i have understand myself well enough years ago.. but now this feeling is back again.. i'm stuck in a world of myself.. not knowing what in life i'm looking for and wad am i pondering for in life..

i seems to be saying out words of wisdom to counsel ppl on certain things.. but who is the one whom really understand me? it's really hard to get an answer.. may act happy infront of so many ppl not wanting anyone to noe what's deep down in urself.. i'm starting to question myself alot of things.. actually i dun understand myself..somethings in life it's there.. but u cant get it.. but once u get it.. u feel u dun need it.. but when u lose it.. u missed it and there the routines begins.. this is what is happening in my life again.. i nv know what exactly i needed.. i feel tt i'm causing too much trouble and i've been missing my slp..

no one understands me becos i dun understand myself.. thus not being to convey anything abt myself to ppl.. i feel hopeless sometimes.. anyway juz hope that things get better.. wish for a speedy recovery and better health.. take care.. umi!