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"Have to fight, cause I know in the end it's worthwhile, that the pain that I feel slowly fades away. It will be all right."


Pale
By: Within Temptation

title:
Friday, February 26, 2010 AT 2/26/2010 10:01:00 PM


the thgt of you saying that sentence irks me..
i wanted to say enjoy urself..
in the end..
it perks me so much..
i rather u hate me..
and let me be the bad one..
seriously hate it..
and i dunno why u lyk it so much..
juz becos u have to accompany ur frens?
and that's where you can spend ur money on?
ARGH!!!
i serriously hate it..
and stop judging me juz becos i'm angry over it..
so shyt...
if u wan to say..
den say all u wan..
becos u sure have smth to say becos of all these..
ARGH!



title:
Wednesday, February 10, 2010 AT 2/10/2010 11:56:00 AM


nobody understands me..
i hate this..
nvm it's time i shldnt bother anyone le..
i wanna leave..
i din slp whole nite.. couldnt get to get..
so wierd..
went home late..
becos i couldnt get a reply..
i guess it's my words that cause the trouble..
okay i wont talk anymore..
so not in the mood.. =(



title:
Tuesday, February 09, 2010 AT 2/09/2010 10:35:00 PM


hmmm i wanna leave s'pore..
why is it always turn out to be so saddening..
i kind of dun lyk singapore anymore..
but i dunno where i wan to go..
hmmm vexed.. =/
hate this feeling here..
always the same feeling..
argh... hais =(

it's coming to an end soon..
3 more days to end of sch..
and 3 more weeks to end of exam..
and tt's it..
i'll be graduating..
but what to do aft that?
hmmm i really dunno =/



title:
Monday, February 01, 2010 AT 2/01/2010 11:41:00 PM


a day i will and shall nv forget..
a situation where thousand of needles pierce through my heart..
once again..
i felt the pain and anger in me..
i couldnt express..
everytime i tried to say smth..
i couldnt even finish my sentence..
whenever i tried to say smth..
it's always being interrupted..
there the argue starts..
a choice to say or not to say..
both is not on my side and not my say..
even if i say i get fired back..
den when i choose not to say..
and shut my mouth..
same things happen to me again..
so mayb i shldnt even talk abt it or mention abt it..
becos you wont hear me out..

i was angry and veh angry indeed..
but what can i do?
all i could say is i wont find a prob to mention to u anymore..
i get no listener..
even if i say..
this will accumulate all the probs again..
so it's back to square one..
and i simply hate it...
i've got so much to say..
but i dun wish to say it out anymore..
becos in turn..
when things turn sour..
i'm the one whom's being hurt again..

~juz feeling so hurt and heartbroken for millions of times~
i'll nv be the old me..
i'll change myself..
since i'm not being treasured nor treated nicely..
den i wont treat ppl nicely anymore..
unless i learn how to treat myself better..
and i'm going to be selfish..
on certain things..
be it whether u lyk it a not..
i dun care..
if u cant accept it..
den tt's it..
nth more to say..
hatred.. anger.. disappointment.. heartbroken=((((