a situation where thousand of needles pierce through my heart..
once again..
i felt the pain and anger in me..
i couldnt express..
everytime i tried to say smth..
i couldnt even finish my sentence..
whenever i tried to say smth..
it's always being interrupted..
there the argue starts..
a choice to say or not to say..
both is not on my side and not my say..
even if i say i get fired back..
den when i choose not to say..
and shut my mouth..
same things happen to me again..
so mayb i shldnt even talk abt it or mention abt it..
becos you wont hear me out..
i was angry and veh angry indeed..
but what can i do?
all i could say is i wont find a prob to mention to u anymore..
i get no listener..
even if i say..
this will accumulate all the probs again..
so it's back to square one..
and i simply hate it...
i've got so much to say..
but i dun wish to say it out anymore..
becos in turn..
when things turn sour..
i'm the one whom's being hurt again..
~juz feeling so hurt and heartbroken for millions of times~
i'll nv be the old me..
i'll change myself..
since i'm not being treasured nor treated nicely..
den i wont treat ppl nicely anymore..
unless i learn how to treat myself better..
and i'm going to be selfish..
on certain things..
be it whether u lyk it a not..
i dun care..
if u cant accept it..
den tt's it..
nth more to say..
hatred.. anger.. disappointment.. heartbroken=((((