today is the last day of the month..
also the last day of the year..
it's time to go celebrate..
=)

although the plan today isnt tt great..
not much of celebration..
but still at least there's a plan to celebrate..
it's better than staying home alone..
celebrating and countdown alone..

new year new wishes..
i dun have much wishes..
juz hoping to have a better new yr than this yr..
wont wan to say much..
juz pretty much dun lyk this yr..
becos loads of unhappiness..
and loads of hwk to do..
=/

a few more months and i'm going to graduate soon..
wad shld i do? hmmm o.O?
shld i go work first or continue to study uni?
if i work first..
where shld i go and apply for a job?
if i study first..
which uni, which course and where to get the money?
seriously i dunno wad to do..
need some help with decision here..
anyone can give me some suggestions?
thanks so much =)

pretty tight timetable..
tight projects and tight homeworks..
i only wish someone could help me share the load..
and help me with my hwk..
but tt's impossible..
if there's someone to do all this for me..
den i shldnt be the one to graduate..
cos it will show tt i've done nth..
hahas shall chiong to the end now..
rush all my projects and hwk..
and do well for my exams in 2 months time =)

lastly,
wishing everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR in ADVANCE!! =D
enjoy ur last day of the year 2009!

it's the end of common test..

been reading smth tt makes me feel lyk wanna update..
was reading some old emails tt i've save..
also thinking of some old times..
spent wisely with love ones and frens..
made me felt kinda emo..
not being able to treasure the times den..
i suddenly felt so upset..
mayb i shldnt keep this past memories..
but i couldnt bear to delete too..

from wad i learnt from HumComm today..
forgiveness this word actually weighs alot..
it takes alot of courage and thinking in the mind to do it..
forgiveness - is a choice to doing it or not..
and quoting from one of my classmate's words..
"forgiving someone is simple but to forget wad had happen is hard"..
i trully believe in this sentence becos i'm one who cant do it..
from past experiences..
i've tried but i've always nv succeed in doing so..
i promise myself not to be reminded of things..
but i always tend to bring it up when smth happens..
i'm a failure i guess.. =/

wad exactly is supposed to be retained in our mind? o.O?
is it the memories of the past or the time spend with someone?
or is it the words once told to one another?
everyone has different defination i guess..
hmmm guess avpd's really stressing me up..
and ct is coming on the way in 2 week's time..
and i'm totally lost to noe wad to do next..
only to think back and thgt of all these..

ppl dun wry i'll be fine..
tmr's 1st review..
and soon proj is going to be dued..
by den everything will be a chaos..
i guess i better start doing smth now..
else i'll be suffering deep down inside myself..
=/
nites better go slp early..