it's been a long time since i last updated my blog..
memories of the past been flashing back recently..
wondering where do i exactly stand..
guess i wasnt tt impt at all?
tt's why i was taken for granted?
seriously been thinking alot..
=/

anyway been really stressed out i guess..
broke down a few times this week..
so many things to be done..
and thinking of alot of things..
so easy to say but so hard to do and control..
wad's the purpose in life exactly..
ppl's been always saying..
"live to the fullest and enjoy till the best..
do the best u can to achieve wad u wan.."
is tt always true? o.O?

done with one report ytd..
there's still more to go..
ct's on the way..
3 more weeks to meet the death god..
better start studying real soon..
till today..
i hadnt been concentrating in class at all..
so i dunno wad had exactly been taught for the past 6 weeks..
needa do some catch up and self study soon..
better start early..
modules are hard this sem..

actually i think there's more to update..
but i'm lazy..
and too many things happening..
so i guess i juz dun wanna say out le..
when i got the time..
i shall update again.. =/

today i had a real bad day..
i guess my mood totally felt the worst..
i was not in the mood at all today..
morning i was alr kinda moody..
den during project..
probs aroused..
i din noe how to handle my part..
i guess out of the 3 person in my grp..
my part was the worst and toughest part..

i had probs on how to start..
keep brain storming..
but no results cameout..
asked OTS..
he was juz plainly explaining the surface of the proj..
he's of no help at all..
ask him? = dun ask better. =/
when we needed him..
he's always missing in action..
wad kind of supervisor is tt..
only he can find us..
we will nv be able to locate him..
damn shyt..
afterall i still dunno where to start from..
i'm totally clueless..
felt so useless..
=(

aft sch..
was driving lesson..
mood was alr damn down damn moody..
totally screw up my driving today..
instructor keeps pin pointing on me..
made me feel damn lousy..
damn dun feel lyk learning to drive anymore..
guess everything affects my mood so badly..
the past few lessons i felt damn demoralised..
kind of dun dare to drive anymore..

wad's wrong with today..
i'm so moody..
DAMN!! =/