having AL lessons now.
but the contents are really dry..
however the teacher's nice..
he did a lot of hwk..
to convert the text into ppt.
which makes the contents really brief..
at least it makes the lesson not so BORING.
i can say.

well been a busy week i guess?
forgotten wad i've done for the whole week alr.
had some days tt i joined the gals..
for L4D sessions..
although i din quite noe how to play the game..
but i'm still on the verge of learning how it works..
kind of fun but yet addictive..
it's a game when u stressed out urself..
and for u to relief all the stress u've been suffering..
project's getting on to the 2nd stage alr..
and i'm still not done with my first part..
this is saddening..

next week is the deadline..
for the first part of the project..
reports to be handed in.
i'm only lyk at the beginning of the report..
i'm going to suffer soon..
if my pace is kept at this speed..
time to buck up jermayne..

4 hrs later for project..
have to faster finish wad i have left to do with..
had to discuss on the new project too..
project 2 have to have sufficient time to work on..
else time is gonna pass by lyk no one's business..
and then there would be no time to finish everything.
i juz dun wish tt day to come at all.

time to listen in lesson..
but i'm gonna fb too. =X

i've decided to cancel the idea of diary..
cos i'm far too lazy to write..
and too lazy to design a new blog skin..
mayb it's fated..
to not write it out..
some things are meant not to be told i guess..
mayb all these while..
it's been telling me this.
and i only got to noe it now..
at least i hope it's not too late..

i've been feeling wierd recently..
seems lyk smth's been taken away from me..
smth's been missing recently..
but i couldnt explain why i had this feeling..
it's juz in me..
i wish i knew wad's wrong with me..

sch's started..
explanation of assignments n projects piling up..
when am i going to get started?
oh my tian..
i need to get myself to start on things man..
else i'll be struggling damn hard for this sem..
as i have 7 freaking modules including fyp to do..
pioneer batches always suffer..
kind of bad..
test today was bad..
i think i'll score damn low..
nvm it's over..

time to slp..
work tmr..
at least for now..
work keeps me away from thinking..
get me distracted..
think tt's the best way to numb myself..
from thinking so much..

nites =/

this is my flute and my polaroid camera..
bday present?
ya from my mum..
it was bought on sat (17th)..
when i went shopping with her..
she wanted to celebrate my bday early for me..
cos she noe i wont be free on my bday..
bought alot other stuffs too..
clothes and shoes..
den we went to shangri-la hotel to had dinner..
buffet to be exact..

results of the polaroid camera..
were rather great..
got to see jane and pearl at shangri-la..
they are having their attachment there..
it's nice to catch up with them..
so long din see them alr..
looks lyk they're doing well..
happy for them..

okays sch's started..
i really wish i could start studyinig and do my proj..
wad's bothering me..
damn..


needed some time =/
give me a few months..
i needed more time.

i'm starting to write my own journal..
juz a diary..
a world to my own..
i needed no comments..
i juz needed a world of my own..
it was created..
i became someone whom i dun trust anymore..
i'll nv gonna put trust on someone..
this time..
for now and for future..
it's juz so shyt..
hated..

i was given death sentence..
and i feel the urge to get back..
but it's okay..
things werent supposed to say here..
i'll get back to diaries..
where the young days i used to have..
juz no one could actually see it..
i think i'm better off lyk tt..

dun ask me anything..
tat's all

today's driving was great..
finally going to get the hang of the pedals..
hope by 2 weeks time..
i still rmb how to drive..
hahahs WOOPS!! =X

i wanna faster learn parking..
haha juz simply cant wait..
still stalling the car..
but cant be blame..
it's lyk only my 4th? 5th? lessons?
ahahhas give me time and i'll sure master it..
soon i'll get the hang of everything..
today my instructor juz left me alone in the circuit..
hahas keep going on S course and crank course..
but fun..
i juz drive my own..
nobody to keep correcting me..
lucky i din mount any curb..
tt's my best achievement in the course..

time flies..
so fast one week pass le..
and this would mean..
everybody's starting soon next week..
crowded bus..
almost to a never ending jammed..
have to wake up earlier..
to avoid jam n get to sch on time..
however i hate mornings..
some more all my lessons mainly start at 8..
one day 9..
damn...!
tt's a bad timetable..
and hectic semester i have..
loads of modules to take..
project alone can kill me le..

now shall go continue my series marathon..
give myself a break from everything..
den start my project i guess?
hahah... =X
PS. MAYBE TMR!!
take kaiires =)

sch started for me..
well nothing's pretty interesting..
juz tt i've been flying the flight simulator..
haven really started on my project yet..
i'm pretty gonna get screwed up..
for not being to complete my task..
flight simulator's fun..
but task was challenging..
it wasnt an easy thing to do..

been having some troubles getting to slp..
been thinking abt some stuffs..
it's time i guess it shld be thrown away..
all the things tt i've been thinking..
forget it..
dun ask me wad's it..
i dun wanna say a single thing..
pretty simple..
i'll nv get involved again..
i PROMISED!
so get lost if u think u're trying to make up to me..
i shldnt even exist in tt place before..
i guess now i noe it's a wrong choice..
bad apple..

i'll hate it for life..
all thanks to u..

my life is screwed cos of everything now..
and now i've planned a new route..
which i'm definately going to pursue it..
my life would be better off flying ard..
tt's gonna fulfil my dream and nv gonna see such stuffs again..
nv ever..
tt's wad i've planned aft i graduate..
no one can stop me..
not even anyone impt in my life..

dun ask me abt this post..
where i start..
i'll finish off here..
full stop..
nitex

it's the time of the hols again..
settling off for chalet.
it's des bday..
happy BIRTHDAY to him! =D

anyway driving really make me so pissed..
one more chance..
i'm giving this stupid company..
one last chance..
if the next time they are going to cock up my schedule again..
den sorry..
i'll nv gonna patronize u anymore..
neither will i bring my frens to u..
damn shyt..
totally spoil my mood twice for driving..
one is before i even started..
second is the stupid asshole instructor tt gave me face..
argh damn pissed..
dunno wad the hell is with this company..

shld not be angry anymore..
although i'm still thinking abt it..
mum juz ask abt it..
tt's why i suddenly thgt of it..
and feel so angry..

anyway sch's starting real soon..
i guess sch's gonna start on the 12oct for me?
haha not quite sure though..
no latest news yet..
cos they're simply so slow..

suppose i would say i was happily waiting to go down..
but wait until i abit xiao dulan alr..
plus with the noisy kids at my hse..
DAMN IRRITATED!!!
seriously screaming at the top of my voice..
lyk some crazy women..
argh juz cant take it..
spoil my mood today again..
wad a two day straight bad day..
DAMN! ARGH.

okays i shld leave..
back on sunday.
CYA