chanced upon reading someone's blog.
let's name the person as A yea?
here A goes saying..

"im nv angry at the person

just the situation..."

LOLS!
i think tat's a stupid sentence A has made..
for tt i think it's a stupid lie tt A has said..
being known A's character..
i think tat's juz a fake comment being said.

wad a hypocrite.
i've nv believe wad A was trying to say.
for all A has done even up till this day.
faker..


oh well.
cant be bothered.
life's pretty enjoyable recently.
had been hanging out recently..
although dunno where to go.
but time spent is more valuable.

been blog hopping.
reading a few new blogs recently..
pretty interesting updates..
no further comments abt it.

anyway wishing new batch of ppl going ALD..
GOOD LUCK and Have FUN! =D
guess u guys will be bored to death there.
unless u noes how to mingle and spent time wisely.
but the truth is.
ITS PRETTY BORING AND U HAVE NO CHOICE.
only to count down by seconds..
till the end of the day..
and till the end of internship.
take kaiires ~

back for more post..
i've juz realised..
it's been quite sometime i haven been updating..
hahas guess i was too lazy..

anyway internship's over..
presentation was great and it's finally over too..
been a week past..
holidays started a week ago..
it's time for me to enjoy now..
endless times of going out and enjoy with frens..
this feeling is too great..
if she juz dun bother abt me..

i miss the life of keep going out..
going out till late night also dun feel lyk going home..
wondering when will this day come..
when i need not report to her abt my being..
and juz go out whenever i feel lyk it..
damn!

i'm starting to miss the people at PLAB..
oh my tian..
suddenly feel a part of me was missing..
mayb due to going there for quite some time already..
now suddenly need not go already..
felt as if smth was missing..
=/

recently been out catching alot of movies..
and spending time slacking and chatting..
it's great time spent..
i miss this old times i used to have..
and now recently i'm getting back this life..
and i really wan them so much..
but there's always restriction..
why cant she juz dun bother..
if she could juz let me do wad i wan..
i'll be damn delighted and no worries anymore..
=)

i will rmb the date today..
the things that happen today..
simple words to express..
juz one word to express..
HATE!!

the day today 10th of August..
i'll nv forget..
thanks so much...
it's the worst day of my life...

i finally got wad i wanted..
but things turn wrong on the other side of my life..
this seriously sucks..
i hate this..
why things turned out to be lyk this..?!

things said ytd really made me pissed..
and words being expressed describing me..
it juz sucks..
for a second i thgt..
wad's this mean?

those words really left a mark in me.
a mark so unbearable tt reminds me every second.
reminds me of wad happen at tt veh moment.
all the words tt was told to me tt veh moment.
it's a thousand blades through my body.

things changed..
attitude changed..
time has changed everything..
everything has changed..
i guess i shldnt say much anymore..

ppl juz dun ask me wad happen..
keep quiet and let me rant.
thanks

ohh i'm back for more postings..
last week juz submitted my draft copy of final report..
wonder how is it already.
still had no comments from my LO yet.
hope it's okay..
next week will be my last week at PLAB.
ohh time really flies..
been there almost going to 5 months already..
and internship is coming to an end.
happy happy! =)

happy for 2 reasons!
1ST : i met nice people there.
whom kept my INT rather happening and happy..
at least time spent there is rather occupied..
with people to talk to (referring to NSF)..
and this makes time pass faster..
and of course becos of them..
they made up my new group of frens =)

2ND: i no longer need to travel so far..
and no longer need to wake up so early..
to travel to there..
imagine every 5 day work week..
you have to wake up at 6?
and juz by travelling there..
it takes abt 1 and half hour or more..
to juz get to work..
it's damn tiring..
but fruitful trip i think..
at least i got to noe new ppl there..
and learnt new things.
having to work with RSAF officers =)

okays this is one happy thing to share..
hahas XDDDDD
secondly, the next happy thing is..
i've passed my FTT!

dunno why..
but suddenly i've got the urge to blog..
i juz got to noe one of my gf..
is suffering in her relationship..
while talking to her..
i really could feel the pain in her..
the endurance limit has reached its maximum..
saw her crying so badly..
explaining things to me..
i really feel lyk crying out with her..
i dun wish to see her in such a situation..
=/

dunno why i juz got affected by her somehow..
but at the same time i was advicing her..
i hope she's okay now..
at least she stops weeping already..

from wad she's been telling me juz now..
i felt some things are so true..
somethings are juz so hard to predict..
firstly it started off with courtship..
as it goes by..
things get sweeter and sweeter..
and one gets to noe each other better..
and the lil things abt each other..
they juz love it..
den it went into relationship..
it was great when it first started off..
things went so smoothly that it seems so impossible..
den probs came by..
comparison of the past and now..
saying "u've changed! u're nv lyk before"..

i was juz wondering..
everybody had this turning point in life..
people changes as they grew older..
i dun understand why they always lyk to compare..
compare their past with current..
saying how different u were before..
why cant they juz accept the fact tat it's lyk this..
wad's so gd about comparing?
things wont get anywhere better..
when u keep repeating wad u wanna say..
only to get sick and tired of it..
and soon it loses its meaning and feelings..

den u'll start complaining abt the relationship..
seriously.. my gf out there..
if she happens to read this post..
i advice u..
i seriously think he's not ur prince charming..
and he shld juz get a life on his own..
and shldnt even be in ur life at all..
always threatening u and blaming u for nth..
and u silently accept it..
i really dun wish to see u suffer lyk this..
u deserve a better guy out there..
my heart aches as i saw u crying bitterly for him..
u treated him well and he treated u lyk wild flowers..
i felt sad for u..
and i seriously wish to help u scold him..
and shoot him abt all the sufferings u've been through..
he's juz an immature guy who thinks he's always right..
and defending himself for being such a petty guy..
*smack smack~~*

okays i shld be off to slp now..
pretty tired..
eyesd really closing..
and i'm going to chiong my final report tmr..

DEADLINE : MONDAY!!! =X
ohh my tians..... !!!!