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"Have to fight, cause I know in the end it's worthwhile, that the pain that I feel slowly fades away. It will be all right."


Pale
By: Within Temptation

title:
Wednesday, April 29, 2009 AT 4/29/2009 11:14:00 PM


hey hey everybody....!!
i've got smth to share with u guys..
it's gonna be holiday on friday..
as it's a MAY DAY!!!

and so...!
i'll be leaving for malaysia tmr night till mon midnight..
so pls take gd care of urself yea people?!
i've been missing my dear frens loads..
especially my DS frens..
when are we going k again?!!!

and my gal frens from my class...
when are we meeting up again?!!!!

okays take kaiires people..
i've to go slp and prepare for work tmr..
and den at night leave le..
CYA AND HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND EVERYONE!!! =))



title:
Sunday, April 26, 2009 AT 4/26/2009 03:10:00 PM


work's been fine recently..
juz that date due is getting nearer..
and juz hate the fact that it's got presentation to make..
seriously i juz hate presenting..
but no choice..
it's part and parcel of life..
everyone have to make presentations one day..
be it now or later..

juz left a few more things to do before submission..
things gonna better better and easier soon..
and then a lil short break..
before jw and me get our new projects..
seriously..
i'm so not used to sit there and do research..
i rather they give me hands on stuffs to do..
this is too boring..
except that there are nice frens met there..
u guys shld noe wad i mean..
dun say i nv met frens there..
but anyway..
they are really nice people..
juz that..
the fact that they are all guys..
damn sian..

used to have gals from rp to accompany me..
but since they left..
left me alone..
damn boring lo..
but still..
as i've said there are nice nsf people there..
the ones i always hang out with =)

recently..
i've been missing sch a lot..
but thinking that the fact when i go back to sch..
having so many modules to take..
and projects to rush...
makes me feel sick of sch..
but definately..
i miss all my gal frens..
the part that we always slack around in class..
talk about funny things..
go for lunch and thinking how to pon lessons..
juz miss them..
wonder when are me meeting again..!!!
it's all about waiting now.. =//

okays time to take a rest and play some games..
ciaos..



title:
Sunday, April 19, 2009 AT 4/19/2009 11:06:00 PM


wad's wrong with my life recently?
i juz wonder..
i'm no longer the old me?
i feel so different now..
everyday trying to act to smile..
to be happy..
but actually i dun feel happy at all..
i feel so tired to try..
try and be happy..
damn! :(



title:
Friday, April 17, 2009 AT 4/17/2009 09:42:00 PM


so bored now..
it's a friday..
supposed to be out enjoying??? o.O?
hmmm where's all my frens?
i'm so lonely..
no frens..
to ask me out???

now at home stoning..
looking at the comp..
staring blankly at the screen..
wad to do..
so bored at home..
wad was my friday night in the past used to be lyk?
i guess..
i always go out on friday aft sch..
be it sec sch or poly..
sec sch if nv go out with frens..
jiu means i go for band practice..
at least i've something to do?
hmmm i feel so empty now..
so sian..
friday aft work..
is so boring..
i dun look forward to any fridays lyk before..
prob is the change of life i have..

GALS..
addy, joze, caicai and clarwee..
faster find one day go out again eh..
i'm starting to feel bored aft work le..
no programme..
no enjoyment..
no fun..
everyday so bored..
hais =//
SO SIAN.... =(



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Wednesday, April 15, 2009 AT 4/15/2009 11:13:00 PM


a heart felt for the day..
i was once found breaking down again...
for wad reason??
for the same reason..

i feel so unappreciated.. =/
finish work..
dun care abt other things..
rush all the way there asap..
from PLAB..
knowing u're late..
was damn sian..
wondering why all the stuffs u cannot do before meeting me..
why always have to wait till wanna meet me..
den go do all the things..
was down.. =/

i guess i've nv really waited for anyone before..
only people wait for me..
but even if i'm late..
how late could i go?
the most a few mins..
but wad do i get..
always getting longer and longer each time..
so tired of it..
moreover u stayed so near..
i'm coming from so far..
yet u're late..
i dun understand..

at night the same old thing happen juz lyk before..
meeting up is no longer impt..
den next time dun meet ba..
other things before and aft..
is more impt..
thanks now i noe everything..

work as usual..
things getting more and more complicated..
school for everyone is starting next week..
everybody will be damn busy..
this time i believe is the most lil time ever..
u'll noe wad i mean..
unless u dun understand wad i meant..

okays wadeva..
days passing by so boredly..
with projects and research..
damn freaking bored..
dun feel lyk talking anymore..
damn sian of life now..
dunno is happy or down..
juz so normal and bored.. =//



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Tuesday, April 14, 2009 AT 4/14/2009 09:29:00 PM


internship is getting more and more serious..
and tough..
currently dun really lyk going to work anymore..
due to the project we were given..
it's damn tough i guess..
for both jw and me..
we were almost going to be crazy soon..
juz by doing research can kill us..
we have lil time left..
guess damn lil..
but we had so much to do..
and we're not progressing to anywhere at all..
so sian =/

that's first part..
bill for staying in tamp has arrived..
i was so SURPRISED that the bill was more than $100..
TO BE EXACT..
IT'S $126!!!!
tat's too impossible already..
the reason: i only STAYED there for 2 weeks to 2 and half weeks last month..
plus.. everyday i'm lyk only home at night..
i dun do cooking..
i dun need to do much washing..
and WATER BILLS are totally MADNESS!!!
uncle email my bro..
saying for the first two months of this yr..
his bill was lyk total $200 ++..
plus no one's living there?
how can the price shoot to so much??

logically saying..
if i were to compared the prices..
if got ppl stay $200+ and no ppl stay $100+..
i still think is reasonable..
BUT THE PROB IS..
NOBODY is staying there how can the bill be so ex?!
and i dun use much water and electricity..
how can the bill add up to that much amount of money..
tat seriously arouse my curiosity..
and pissed me off..

lastly..
i't's been one and half month in internship already..
so sian..
still have 3 months and 3 weeks more..
damn sian..
and projects???
DAMN!!!!
i seriously dun feel lyk putting effort to do anymore..
so damn freaking HARD!!!



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Friday, April 10, 2009 AT 4/10/2009 09:41:00 PM


i've realised..
i'm kinda trapped in my own world..
to this date..
then i realised smth is wrong..
i seems to be unable to relax..
i wan to noe everything..
i wan to keep u to myself..
i'm starting to lose it already..
seems to be shared by so many people..
there's always cant be juz a single day to myself..
i'm lost..
i'm lost..
i'm seriously lost..
i dunno wad to do..
things are changing..
i dun wan to share..
i'm selfish..
wad to do? wad to do?! =//


a world of my own..


i'll be fine..
dun need to tagged me..
juz dun ask abt anything.. =//



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Tuesday, April 07, 2009 AT 4/07/2009 09:53:00 PM


i really dun understand..
am i really asking for too much or wad..

firstly, i read someone's blog..
saying am i caring abt a meet up or the present?
wth!!
so i am this kind of person la..
say until me lyk that..
thanks man..
this is the first time i really became so ANGRY after so long..
i've nv been so angry for so long already...

ARGH ARGH ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SUPER DUPER ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANGRY TILL I WANNA CRY ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!

so now it's my fault for talking to u..
and asking when u are free la?
everytime i talk to u..
u're busy else u'll be doing ur project.. report..
and wad else have u got?!
juz asking when u free to come out..
turn out to be such a situation..
asking u when u can come out to pass me it..
in the end..
i was to be blame saying i care abt meeting up or the present..
if i dun ask u for it..
will u even talk to me and ask me to come out not?

who is the one whom promise to talk to me aft exam?
who is the one previously told me that exam is only 2 weeks..
aft that free?!
who is the one i've always tried talking to but in the end talking to myself?
so all this i've to blame myself for being so stupid..
everytime i tried talking..
u only reply me once or twice..
den not long aft.. prob only 5 mins of talk..
u have to rush to do something else..
so all this i was to be blame right?!
DAMN!!!
WTH IS THE WHOLE DAMN THING ABOUT?!
juz becos i say i dun need u to pass me anymore..
and ALL THESE came out of ur mind?!
THANKS MAN!!! REALLY APPRECIATE SUCH COMMENTS FROM U!

next thing..
was it becos i'm too sensitive about things.
or are u too insensitive about things?!
i really dun understand..
how can a preson start off being so gd to u..
in the end..
aft a period of time..
things were nv meant to be the same?
u became less and less sensitive about things..
wad else can i say?
later u're going to complain that i'm thinking too much?
complain that i every now and then find things to quarrel?
or complain that u din noe wad to do with it?
becos everythings comes so quickly lyk every 2 days?
u were so concerned abt every small lil things before..
juz meeting would also make an effort..
now everything seems to throw behind..

are u too busy with so many things on hand?
or u totally forgotten everything in the past?!
i control myself..
my temper and everything..
u said i keep everything to myself..
i say out..
u say i every now and den chu STUN!
SO WAD AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!
DAMN SHYT!!!
wth is all these man..


ARGH!!!
WAD DO U ALL WAN ME TO DO?!
u all are busy?!
i DIG out my time to do wadeva things for u..
u dun lyk it..
i deleted everything away..
i hold back everything..
wad else have i got to do..
i really tried hard to endure..
endure for every temper that i wanna throw.


ARGH!!!!
DAMN SHYT!!!
I DUN NEED ALL OF U ALL'S CONCERN!!!
SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING!!!
@.@ !!!!!!