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"Have to fight, cause I know in the end it's worthwhile, that the pain that I feel slowly fades away. It will be all right."


Pale
By: Within Temptation

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Saturday, February 28, 2009 AT 2/28/2009 02:13:00 PM




hey hey..
can see the beautiful rainbow up there?
hhahahs it was taken on 25th feb(wed) ard 7:15pm..
after eaten my dinner..
den was heading to JP library to study..
and it was a rainy afternoon that day..
was so happy to see such a nice rainbow..
first time seeing such a beautiful rainbow!! =)

anyway was very happy that finally holiday already..
and also all the exams are over already..
no more papers to think abt anymore..
and this means that our attachment is going to start soon..
and so it means it's going to be a tiring day everyday soon..
and also means that the trip to my workplace is going to be tedious..
very hard to get there..
how i wish there's someone to send me there..
but confirm dun have one bah..

so sian.. means i dun have much free time to spare le..
and no time for me to play..
everyday after work..
have to go home and do my weekly report..
in detail..
it's actually daily report..
hmmms think tat's going to be my life..
for the upcoming 6 months internship..

okays guess i wanna go enjoy and prepare for my internship le..
have fun having ur holidays people!! =)

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Saturday, February 21, 2009 AT 2/21/2009 04:33:00 PM


wad a "cool" day we have today..
indeed cooling yea?
but yet making me so restless to study..
and so end up here blogging..
nth much recently..
but juz studying and preparing for upcoming exams..
had only 2 examinable papers this sem..
and that is none other than MPI and DCNT!!!

kind of go to noe where the gals are posted to..
except for joyce..
dunno why the person have called her though.. =/
anyway addy is going DSO in eunos..
and she's going to be lyk my neighbour..
as i'll be going to Paya Labar Air Base..
well and as for clarwee..
she's going to some MPI company..
cant rmb the name though..
and hope joyce had a gd place of attachment too..

last week was my company dinner..
at marche..
woo~~
everyone was super high and it's really a great gathering..
36 people turned up in total in the end..
and food there was marvelous but PRICY!!!
and i guess there's a hole in susan's pocket already! =X
pics wont be posted though..
but u could check out my facebook..
as mainly the photos are all there already..
it was a great evening that night..
and i guess everybody had loads of fun yea?! =)

OHH YA!!
forgotten to state..
ATTACHMENT IS GOING TO START ON 9TH march!!
so most probably i'll be going to tampines to staY..
as my uncle had a hse there..
but he's in HK working..
so i'll be staying there alone..
and the other reason is becos..
it's nearer to my workplace =)

anyway i better get back to studying already..
it's pretty late in the afternoon already..
jia you for EXAMS people!!! =)




ps.
sometimes i'm juz thinking..
have i not done enough..
or am i doing too much..
or shld i juz dun complain..
and accept everything that it is..
i ponder and questioned myself..
i.... i.... i....
i dunno..
probably i'll juz accept the fact..
and keep quiet..
shldn't complain nor say so much..
else unhappiness will fall upon again..
i promise myself to change..
i'm trying..
i think i have..
can u feel it?
i'm not getting angry so often..
i've tried to control..
can u feel it?
i'm juz questioning.. =//

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Saturday, February 14, 2009 AT 2/14/2009 01:06:00 AM


What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Being Alone

While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.

Losing Someone
Commitment
Disappointment
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Death
What is your True Fear?
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz



i guess i am..
wad a person i am..
sometimes i juz think..
i suited to no one..
i'm a person living in my own world..
but at times i do feel the presence..
juz tat i dunno wad i'm feeling..
i'm upset? i'm angry?
i dunno..
i juz simply dun lyk the present me..
in certain times..
i juz feel i shldnt be here at all..
=/

attachment is juz around the corner..
everything pulling so close..
so worried for everything..
how would it affect my life?
i simply dunno..
probably i always think a lot..
tat's why i'm in such a dilemia..
wad a day to me?
i guess it's juz another yr had pass..

was preparing for smth..
yet it turn out to be so wrong..
guess i made the wrong move..
i dun understand everything well..
sometimes i juz thght..
wad shld i do? why shld i do?
i do noe the reason..
but it juz seems tat i'm confused..
i guess i'm wrong abt some things..

needa slp..
=//

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