been reading smth tt makes me feel lyk wanna update..
was reading some old emails tt i've save..
also thinking of some old times..
spent wisely with love ones and frens..
made me felt kinda emo..
not being able to treasure the times den..
i suddenly felt so upset..
mayb i shldnt keep this past memories..
but i couldnt bear to delete too..

from wad i learnt from HumComm today..
forgiveness this word actually weighs alot..
it takes alot of courage and thinking in the mind to do it..
forgiveness - is a choice to doing it or not..
and quoting from one of my classmate's words..
"forgiving someone is simple but to forget wad had happen is hard"..
i trully believe in this sentence becos i'm one who cant do it..
from past experiences..
i've tried but i've always nv succeed in doing so..
i promise myself not to be reminded of things..
but i always tend to bring it up when smth happens..
i'm a failure i guess.. =/

wad exactly is supposed to be retained in our mind? o.O?
is it the memories of the past or the time spend with someone?
or is it the words once told to one another?
everyone has different defination i guess..
hmmm guess avpd's really stressing me up..
and ct is coming on the way in 2 week's time..
and i'm totally lost to noe wad to do next..
only to think back and thgt of all these..

ppl dun wry i'll be fine..
tmr's 1st review..
and soon proj is going to be dued..
by den everything will be a chaos..
i guess i better start doing smth now..
else i'll be suffering deep down inside myself..
=/
nites better go slp early..