i really dun understand..
am i really asking for too much or wad..

firstly, i read someone's blog..
saying am i caring abt a meet up or the present?
wth!!
so i am this kind of person la..
say until me lyk that..
thanks man..
this is the first time i really became so ANGRY after so long..
i've nv been so angry for so long already...

ARGH ARGH ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SUPER DUPER ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANGRY TILL I WANNA CRY ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!

so now it's my fault for talking to u..
and asking when u are free la?
everytime i talk to u..
u're busy else u'll be doing ur project.. report..
and wad else have u got?!
juz asking when u free to come out..
turn out to be such a situation..
asking u when u can come out to pass me it..
in the end..
i was to be blame saying i care abt meeting up or the present..
if i dun ask u for it..
will u even talk to me and ask me to come out not?

who is the one whom promise to talk to me aft exam?
who is the one previously told me that exam is only 2 weeks..
aft that free?!
who is the one i've always tried talking to but in the end talking to myself?
so all this i've to blame myself for being so stupid..
everytime i tried talking..
u only reply me once or twice..
den not long aft.. prob only 5 mins of talk..
u have to rush to do something else..
so all this i was to be blame right?!
DAMN!!!
WTH IS THE WHOLE DAMN THING ABOUT?!
juz becos i say i dun need u to pass me anymore..
and ALL THESE came out of ur mind?!
THANKS MAN!!! REALLY APPRECIATE SUCH COMMENTS FROM U!

next thing..
was it becos i'm too sensitive about things.
or are u too insensitive about things?!
i really dun understand..
how can a preson start off being so gd to u..
in the end..
aft a period of time..
things were nv meant to be the same?
u became less and less sensitive about things..
wad else can i say?
later u're going to complain that i'm thinking too much?
complain that i every now and then find things to quarrel?
or complain that u din noe wad to do with it?
becos everythings comes so quickly lyk every 2 days?
u were so concerned abt every small lil things before..
juz meeting would also make an effort..
now everything seems to throw behind..

are u too busy with so many things on hand?
or u totally forgotten everything in the past?!
i control myself..
my temper and everything..
u said i keep everything to myself..
i say out..
u say i every now and den chu STUN!
SO WAD AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!
DAMN SHYT!!!
wth is all these man..


ARGH!!!
WAD DO U ALL WAN ME TO DO?!
u all are busy?!
i DIG out my time to do wadeva things for u..
u dun lyk it..
i deleted everything away..
i hold back everything..
wad else have i got to do..
i really tried hard to endure..
endure for every temper that i wanna throw.


ARGH!!!!
DAMN SHYT!!!
I DUN NEED ALL OF U ALL'S CONCERN!!!
SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING!!!
@.@ !!!!!!