for some reasons..
i'm feeling so useless..
so ridiculous..
always do the wrong thing..
say the wrong words..
i dunno wad i could do to mend my mistakes..
i din mean it..
i juz wanted to make it clear..
but everything seems to go wrong..
everytime i said smth..
i wanna shut myself off already..
feeling so down now..
so pissed with myself..
cant stand the stupid attitude of mine..

i'll get lost for the moment..
sorry for everything.. =/