hmmms.
why do i feel so vexed?
so confused?
did so much thinking abt something?
hmmms.
i need some answers.
seriously need some answers.
but it isnt the right time now.
at this moment.
i dun wish anything to go wrong.
or becos of me.
things got worst and more things will happen.




hmmms.
i think i juz need some time alone.
it juz feel so shyt.
i felt terrible inside.
how i really wish to share it out.
but no.
i cant.
not becos i dun wish to.
but i cant.
sry.




i noe people are concern.
it's okay.
u wont understand wad i'm saying de.
i juz wan to say smth out here.
at least i wont get so tied up inside me.
i need time alone.
u noe i dun call nor tell people i'm down.
so dun bother asking me to call or juz say it out.
no point.
leave me alone.



i need to get my answers soon myself.
give me some time to settle it i guess.
i juz hope my thinking wasnt wrong.
so at least i wont feel that terrible.
even i was wrong.
i juz hope to noe the answer.
give me some time bah. =/







damn damn damn damn damn!
i hate this feeling!
choked! suffocated! terrible!






give me some time to stay alone now~ =/