today is the end of the ct. felt so relief aft everything ended. out of 4 papers i did. i think acda and foop was the hardest. din noe wad the question was trying to ask. it's juz so hard to do. but nvm so long i can pass i'm quite elated already as i've been missing sch for 2 weeks before the ct starts. so tried my best to catch up wadeva i missed.

okays. 2 weeks of holiday. wad shld i do? hmmms plans plans plans?? so sianz. as i'm not in gd health now. i couldnt get back to work at this moment at all. anyway i was planning to change an environment in working. planning to get some better jobs and out of the current industry i'm doing. anyone got lobangs to intro? hahahs.

anyway i miss eating gd food. especially those that i wanna eat are out of my reach now. I CANT EAT!! oh my tian! how long muz i still endure? hmmms. so sadd =/. 3 weeks already. hmmms long way to go. i'm lyk suffering throughout this unpleasant year. so tough and so much hardship and heavy price to pay. i'm so tired of everything. i juz wan a plain and simple life. missing out a lot of things that i shld enjoy with frens. having the company of chit-chatting. slacking ard and gazing into the sky. relaxing and etc.

well i'm juz having thoughts running through my mind while doing nth. sigh. i wish i could have a bunch of frens whom ask me out always. have fun and talk things out. people who are more closer to me. and life wouldnt be thinking of so many unhappy things and past that i have. life without music is purely not accepted and as for now i need more money becos i wanna take up piano lesson. which actually is my dream to play since i was young. think now still not too old to start learning though.

life's been peaceful as it all ended... simple-minded...

anyway someone vandalised my hand with his name!