back for posting. always hadnt been posting for so long. mayb next time i shall update weekly so i forget things tat wanna been said. anyway recently i met my big day. which is actually not a very gd day. prediction for me for the year came through and i met my big day on mon the 12th. i think it's worst than having a sprain on my left knee. it was juz such a bad yr for me.

this time i went through hospitalisation and operation. the feeling at hospital juz sucks and den imaging eating 10 pills per meal can actually make me afraid of the medicine tat i'm eating. and imagine staying one day at the hospital also so unbearable already. yet i had stayed there for abt 6 DAYS!!!! mon to sat. ohh ohh also i forgot to mention. during my 6 days of stay at the hospital. 5 days i cant eat as i was on drip and in pain and aft operation. so medicine taste got stuck at my mouth and seriously the feeling juz sucks. it was the most torturing experience i ever had man.

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the reason i was hospitalise was becos i had this so called 'tumour' in my stomach which is non-cancerous tat it grew and grew becos there's a hole in it which cause the drinks and blood to accumulate in it and grew bigger each time. it actually grew to as big as a watermelon and the moment i look at the picture of the tumour. i felt nauseous and disgusted. and of course medication made it worst. it was a life time experience tat i will definately rmb man and i'm juz the unlucky one to get this bad omen.
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anyway now i'm much much better alr but the cut at my stomach area was too deep and ard 15 cm long. so now have to slowly wait and hopes it recover soon and fast enough. of course aft this incident. i realised a lot of things. and ppl out there pls do yearly checkup cause u might not noe wad's hidden inside u that may cause ur life to be in danger. of course although now i'm ok. sch's affected as i cant go to sch for the time being. as i couldnt walk normally and would be quite pain to sit for long hours.and now taking the exam might be a prob to me though.wondering how to solve this. altthough i had leave until 7th of june.

nvm shall take it slowly and see how it goes aft i recovered. now i understand wad pain i was going through back den when i went to laos for YEP. and sincerely thank those frens whom visited me when i'm hospitalised although i din informed u guys. thanks for the love and care and warm regards and not forgetting the time to travel down to hospital to visit me. u're all loved by me!!! muacks muacks!!! =)