tmr is my pretty galfren's 18th bday. she muz be damn excited now. hmmm been busy lately. as got projects and stuffs to do. hmmms loads of things to do man. tmr will be a gathering for all of us. as i'll be meeting most of my sec sch frens. hmmm. happy for my galfren. becos she've found her lover boy and i guess she'll be veh happy tmr on her bday.

hmmm wad is past? wad is relationship? wad is frenship? wad is present? which and which is impt? i really wonder. sometimes i do ask myself. would u give up something u really wan for an exchange of frenship? hmmms. let's take this as an example.

guy A noe gal at the beginning through frens from gal's class. guy A is from different class from the gal. at first, they do not talk much as because they weren't suppose to be the one talking. guy A was a rather interesting person at that time and slowly guy A and gal started talking day and day. slowly, gal started feeling for guy A but guy A doesnt noe. guy A always make fun and create jokes. gal was somehow always arguing back. and this went on for quite long. gal suddenly thght tat feelings went deeper. at first, gal was juz thinking mayb was nth only. but it actually make gal really fell for guy A. it was at this time, guy A introduced guy B to gal and said that guy B lyk gal. at this moment of time, gal was thinking how guy A felt about her instead and not abt guy B lyk her. gal always wanted to noe how guy A feel for her but darent ask guy A. instead, she continue to wait and see. as time goes by, guy A keep pushing her to guy B and say loads of gd thing abt guy B to gal. gal gets very irritated and paranoid as gal only wans to noe abt guy A and nth abt guy B. and gal starts to get unhappy and thinks a lot. becos it seems that guy A do not feel anything for her. at this moment of time, gal started to fell deeper for guy A and hopes to see guy A everyday, and wish that one day guy A can tell gal tat he lyks her and wish to be with her. but as days pass by, guy A keep telling abt his ex- gal and gal noes tat he still had feelings for her. that when gal decided to give up and hope the best for the two of them. gal tried to forget guy A but den gal failed to do so and keep thinking abt guy A. gal cried silently and left for a trip to overseas. it was a good opportunity for her to forget guy A and start anew. but gal had a hard time as when she was overseas, her mind was fully filled with guy A. she juz simply couldnt get rid of guy A. aft the trip, gal managed to put things down and gal met a guy during overseas trip and they get pretty close. shall name the guy. guy Z. gal knew she hadnt put down her feelings for guy A. gal still had feelings for guy A but she den fell for guy Z and they went steady. however, now guy A tells gal tat guy B will still continue to wait for gal no matter how long. also, guy A feel remorseful becos aft gal came back, he confessed to gal but cannot lyk gal anymore as gal had guy Z. moreover, guy B is guy A's good fren, and guy A noes that guy B lyks dal veh much, so he cannot lyk gal as if guy A tells guy B abt it, the frenship line would be broken btwn them. now, everything is in a mess. guy A says that he do not wish to break the frenship so if he had the chance, you should noe who guy A would choose.

wierd wierd wierd.

simply dun understand.

so which would u choose?

frenship? or relationship?

wad is the best solution for an example lyk tat?

wierd wierd wierd.