juz came back from hong kong trip.. i simply miss the people there.. and of course not only people.. i miss the food.. the culture.. the dressing and everything.. everything juz as the same lyk wad we see in tv abt the life and places of hongkong.. exactly the same.. hmmms and yea i love to look ard the people there.. especially the teenagers.. reason very simple.. not becos i wanna see shuai ge.. but i glance through their dress sense.. so nice.. they are all so well dressed and their complexion and skin features.. are so smooth and pure.. which makes them so beautiful and handsome..

hmmm i went a lot of places of attraction there.. and bought a lot of things too.. had my shopping session in hongkong instead.. as previous post i said i veh long nv go shopping already.. so this time i went there and bought a lot of things back.. also.. i went to cut my hair too.. now my hair is only lyk shoulder length only.. photos of things i bought and my new hairstyle will be up soon i guess..

hmm i guess there's somethings tat i still cant let go off.. i wan to put it by my side.. but i guess i din cherish it.. i miss those times.. it's gonna take long i guess..



current mood: satisfied but a lil down

bad sore throat

bad cough

unable to swallow

feeling so unwell

why is this happening?

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current mood: falling sick =/

hey people.. sry for neglecting u guys.. yes and of course you.. my bestie.. i'm sry.. recently have been a lot of things for me to do.. and moreover.. it's my sec sch band camp.. so went back to help as an alumni of the band.. currently.. they're having their last night of the 5 days camp already and tmr will be the last day.. anyway.. got happy things and got sad things happen today..

for happy things.. i managed to figure out the steps for the dance along with my batch of ex members.. which is a great achievement to us.. as this is the first time we are doing this kind of dance and from we people ourselves thinking abt the whole song and fitting dance steps into it.. yea.. and we manage to do it within 3 days.. hadnt slpt enough though.. guess that's why i'm somehow sick i guess.. having sore throat and a lil of blocked nose.. hmmms yappie.. this morning woke up.. body was aching and veh tired.. but still trying hard to figure out dances..

as for the sad things.. hmmm i guess the prob lies within me.. and somehow i'm back to my oldself.. i'm standing on my own now again.. but still this time i guess i'll learn to be stronger.. and yes.. if u're reading my post.. i'll reply ur private msg.. 'yes.. u're right.. u did the right choice.. i guess i've nv been putting in much effort and so sorry.. i guess i'm the one who cause this to happen.. u shld blame me for doing all these and i will admit it truthfully as i noe it myself.. i'm sorry'



current mood: upset and depressed

okaes.. today common test juz end.. hmmm can say is a day majority ends their common test.. hmmm sad.. mine is lyk tmr.. haiz.. actually no need to go sch tmr.. but due to FAT, which do not have a slot for our class test during the sch times.. so it was brought forward to tmr.. and so tmr had to go back sch again for test.. hmmms tmr will be a busy day for me eh.. had to go back sch for test.. den rushing off aft tat back to sec sch to settle things with mad for band camp.. and den rush back to marina square to work from 6 till closing.. oh man.. sianz..

oh well.. holidays are here already.. right aft common test ends.. and it's gonna be a short one.. two weeks only.. i dun have a rest man.. sianz diaos.. cos i'll be going back to see them during band camp from this sat to next wed.. and den i have to rush out my foil sim assignment by 24th june.. oh gosh oh gosh.. and also have to start doing my 10 PAGES REPORT on AMTL by den as deadline is juz two weeks aft sch starts.. oh my oh my.. why so many things to do.. gosh.. haiz..

holidays are juz not lyk holidays.. and sianz i need a life man.. SOMEONE PLS ASK ME OUT TO TOWN OR SOMEWHERE PLS?!!! gosh.. it's lyk been so long i've nv been to town and relax.. go k-box, go sentosa for tanning and so and so.. okaes.. let me calculate how long was tat.. ever since i start working i hadnt been out.. so that's lyk 6 mnths.. OH MY TIAN!!! IT'S 6 MNTHS MAN!!! pls.. someone ask me out yea?! if not i'm gonna bored till death..

hmmm these few days.. or i say weeks.. i hadnt been feeling gd.. some feelings are confusing and some are juz so bad.. argh.. i dunno wad's wrong with me.. sorry people ard.. i guess it's juz me.. hmmms.. and my mum say i've lost weight.. hmmm do i? hmms.. i guess becos of things happening ard and not having the appetite bahs.. hwks.. studies.. projects.. assignments.. tutorials.. so many things to do.. hmmm when can i finish? hmmm.. i guess i juz need a break.. bring me out people.. bring me out!! ask me out!!! out to play.. to slack.. anything will do.. juz ask me out!! but somewhere i can relax and not somewhere ard jurong.. out to central pls.. i need something happening and full of surprises man.. i'm tired of boring life..


current mood : desperate to have fun and enjoyment

hmmm juz wanna blog about ytd when i was at work.. so damn pissed lo!!!!!!!! argh.. juz cant describe my feelings out totally.. damn it man.. the feelings juz damn bad to the core.. hmmm okaes let's start from when i started my day off at 12 noon.. wOo~ when i reach there.. for goodness sake.. becos it was a public holiday.. vesak day.. and it's lyk half crowded with people la.. sianz diaos.. hmmm okaes nvm.. in the morning shift.. we had only 3 runners on the floor.. and usually if it's on public holiday.. all the more u shld put more runners.. and so the 3 runners were me, joel and one indian guy whom is new.. for goodness sake.. it's not tat i'm racist okaes.. but i wanna make this clear.. i super dun lyk his working attitude and moreover.. no matter how u tell him to faster up and get his job done.. he's still so SUPER SLOW!!!!!!!!! wah.. me and joel was lyk running lyk hell trying to do everything and he's lyk slowly clearing and stuffs..

it seems as though with him or without him ard seems no difference at all.. moreover.. that's not the worst part.. the worst part is.. he still dares to come and tell me.. 'omg.. it's so busy now'.... WTH la.. i was so damn pissed and shouted at him.. ' u noe how to say it's busy and u can see it with ur own eyes.. so why dont u hurry ur movements and clear everything faster'.. omg.. nv seen such a worker before.. another thing i was damned sianz is becos of the things taught to the new staffs.. for goodness sake la.. i was lyk cursing and swearing and complaining abt everything.. i noe.. but i really cant stand it anymore.. i think this is mainly the reason why the colleagues i work with.. most of them quitted..

this batch of new colleagues were trained differently from wad i used to be trained.. they are trained step by step.. and if this is going to go on.. i dunno when are they going to master all the things needed to be learn.. things there have changed.. everyone changes.. no longer the same kind of feelings i used to have there anymore.. now it seems lyk i complain more than i enjoy working there.. hmmms.. well juz taking things slowly now.. and see how's the situation some time later.. juz hope things will improve.. ):

recently nth much happen.. so has not been blogging lately.. hmmm yea.. common test's next week.. am i going to survive through or going to die? omg.. i need to buck up myself and study hard this time.. okaes.. tired.. off to slp le.. (:



current mood: PISSED!!!