i dunno why.. i've been feeling agitated and frustrated this few days.. sry people for me being lil rude to u.. esp u.. i'm sry.. for venting my anger at times and u're the one always being vent at.. i'm sry.. frens.. i'll change.. i'm sry for being unreasonable.. sry sry..

these days my temper not tat gd and due to being sick.. i felt restless and rather weak and lazy.. hmmms.. someone pls bring me back alive and cure my illness pls.. i dun lyk the feeling of being sick.. juz somehow things dun go on quite right for these few days.. sry people.. i need time to recover and be well once again.. give me some time yea? =/

hmmms i'm soft on the inside and hard on the outside.. "matters of the heart is never easy".. this phrase was said by someone whom used to be someone i treasured.. thanx for telling me this and now i finally understand why u say tat.. i'm tired i guess.. and i shall have my rest soon.. juz wondering why things muz get to such a complicated state tat things will turn sour.. hmms nvm.. i'm tired real tired.. =/

current mood: tired and moody

hmmms currently still sick.. how? hmmms.. ytd was having a bad flu.. juz cant stop it.. had a bad running nose.. thgt it was juz a morning flu.. but at evening time.. i felt more sick.. head starting to get heavy and went to see a doctor.. doc gave me an mc and ask me to stay at home to rest if i'm really not feeling veh well.. as expected.. when i woke up in the morning.. i fell super sick.. my head was veh heavy and i couldn't get up from bed.. was also having high fever.. stayed home and rest on bed throughout the day.. now feeling a lil better le.. dunno if i shld go sch tmr morning.. hmmms shall see tmr morning bahs.. okaes going back to rest soon.. take kaiires of urself my frens.. nowadays veh easily fall sick due to the bad weather.. drink more water yea (:

hmmms such a boring day today.. hmmms.. wad to do? nth much.. sec schs are having their mid yr exam already.. so fast yea.. in a blink of an eye.. it's already may.. and yea.. i'm having my test too.. on mon.. there's a writing test for COMT and fri.. AMTL and EG2 test.. sia la.. why so fast? arent we juz started sch not long only? lols.. hmmms better study hard and do well..

hmmms gonna start doing my research on my writing test soon.. if not i wouldn't have any idea on wad things to write for my writing test.. hahahs.. and yea gonna leave for alumni practice abt 2 hrs later.. hmmms still wondering wad cca i wanna join.. it seems lyk none of them caught my interest.. wanted to join NRA but failed to get in cos of too many great dancers and difficult audition.. thinking of joinin diving but get no response.. hmmms so how? wanted some sports ccas but scared i'll be bored over it.. hmmms anyway i dunno if it's too late to join or not? or are they still taking in people.. sianz.. shall see bahs.. not sure of having any hwks a not.. but dun care for now bahs.. i'm having probs with my internet connection so have to wait till it's okae den i'll start doing my work.. lols.. and yea.. my grp's project is not done yet.. sianz.. dunno when can start doing.. every week only meet up once.. lyk how are we going to finish.. lols.. nvm juz wait and see bahs.. hahahs

kkaes.. updates soon.. misses my sec sch frens (:

wooo~ it's been so long tat i hadn't been blogging already.. i think my blog is getting a little rusty already.. oh yah.. anyway.. can say a lot of happy things happening in sch.. cum knowing more and more abt my classmates and stuffs.. so happy to noe each and every one of them.. they're nice people i can say.. hahahs.. anyway tutorials, quizzes and projects are up.. woo~ it's juz the third week of sch starts and yet so many things are up already.. kinda sianz.. and on the 4th week.. tests are coming up.. sianz arhs.. why why why? why so fast.. worst still.. it's the subject that most my classmates dun understand.. lyk how are we going to do the test without knowing wad it is.. sianz diaos.. i guess if we're going to pass this module.. we'll have to wok real hard.. and of course.. even if pass, i guess only middle pass.. hahahs..

anyway great things have happen.. on 2nd may.. i went to watch Spiderman 3 with my colleagues.. there are nine people.. namely kc, kayson, jin, jx, clement, koko, jacky, mj and of course me.. hahahs.. it's a nice show.. i love it.. the last past is juz so touching but sadded tat harry dies.. hmmms anyway i rate this show 8/10.. hahahs people who havent watch.. MUZ GO WATCH OKAES?!!! hahahs.. had a fun tiem hanging out with them.. firstly, we met up at tiong bahru mrt station and went for dinner at somewhere.. hahahs which i forgotten the name.. hahahs.. den headed for the movie aft everyone arrived and show lasted for 2 hrs plus plus.. haaahhs long show but nice! and yea.. as time is late already.. we headed different ways back home..

hmmms sadded tat a lot of people is quitting already.. den the people tat are left at the cartel whom i noe since i started working is lyk getting lesser already.. hmmms so sad.. gonna miss them.. and of course muz start working tgt with the new people there.. hmmm i guess there wont be so much fun there anymore as the laughter grp is going to leave soon.. hmmms and yea.. now i am in sch library doing nth as my lesson only start at 2pm till 4pm only.. yappie.. okaes update till here bahs.. will be updating soon i guess.. haahs sorry frens.. for so long haven update.. hahhas take kaiires (: