hmms nth to blog recently.. so din wanna update.. guess sooner or later.. i might close down the blog again.. lyk last time.. hmmm shld i? or shld i not? hmms decide later bah.. hahahs kkaes let me recall some days before..

21st jan
hmmms.. was actually supposed to work till closing which is until 12am.. but in the end.. was ask to leave at 10pm due to 2 reasons.. one, becos i was pretty sick that day.. was having a very bad throat and flu lyk tap 'on'..hahas secondly, is becos there wasnt much customers there.. so too many people might lead to the DM on duty being questioned.. so nv leave early also not bad.. at least can go eat supper.. hmmms as usual.. not really as usual i mean.. hahahs kayson ask me if i wanna go eat along.. so i said yes and paul and him waited for me.. while i record down my schedule and things tat mas assigned us to do.. yea.. aft that.. we went to makan sutra and eat.. ordered 1 hokkien mee and 2 char kwey tiao.. hahahs that was ard 10 plus plus i guess.. hahahs den at 11.20pm lyk tat decided to go off in case we cant catch the last train.. so went off from makan sutra and paul decided to take bus home.. den okaes.. me and kayson headed towards the mrt station.. while kayson's train came first so he boarded first before mine.. as i waited for mine to arrive.. guess who i saw.. lols.. it's charles!! ahahas.. was shocked to somehow see him there..

'conversation'
meiiyi:'juz ended work?'
charles:'no..not actually went to eat'
meiiyi:'really? i also went to eat..went to eat at makan sutra'
charles:'really? me too!'
meiiyi:'really?!'

was kinda shocked when he said that cos.. we were so near.. but couldnt see each other.. and yet saw him at the mrt station.. lols.. hahahs den home swiit home =)

22nd jan
hmms as usual.. woke up in the aftnoon.. before1pm.. watched 'ten brothers' followed by a korean show named 'shu tong yao' on channel 55.. tat will end at 3pm.. den prepare and everything and get ready to go work at 5pm.. den work.. nth special happened..

23rd jan
hmmms today as usual routine..wake up in the aftnoon.. watch tv..bathe..den off to work.. den today as i was assigned to do cashier.. nth much to do also.. only.. staying in the cashier area.. and some times go to kitchen to fold cutleries.. but when there's dessert i wanna do.. so while doing the eastside brownie stack.. was actually supposed to cut the stack first.. so i stretched over the waffle machine and wanted to grab the knife.. but was too careless and forgetful.. tat the machine is very hot.. so in the end scalded ma hand and now there's a mark.. wooo.. it's damn painful.. but nvm it'll be a memory and a reminder for me to not go too near the machine.. hahas ended work at 11 den headed to boon lay market to eat with mj and hao.. den home swiit home..

and today..nth much..off day today.. so no need to go work.. woke up as usual.. den watch tv den use comp till ard 5 den switched off went to bathe and decided to go jp with mummy.. headed to jp at 6 i think.. went to eat dinner at foodcourt.. 3rd level.. wooo nice nice.. ate lai lai's curry chicken rice.. den headed to look for clothes.. hmms din see any nice one.. but bought a shirt at 77th street.. kinda lyk it.. den walk ard again.. nth much.. so went home and watch 'ten brothers'.. there's gonna be another day of shopping with mummy next week.. yea gonna buy more clothes for new yr.. juz a few pieces more will do =)

HAPPY 18TH BDAY TO GUAN!!!

take kaiires loads yeah and may u be also blessed with everything u wan!!

HAPPY 17TH BDAY TO DARHL BTRICE!!

luvs luvs.. last long wit eugene and may ur wishes come true yea?!! hearts u loads =)

ALUMNI CONCERT'S OVER!!!!!!!! =)

ytd was alumni's concert.. wooo the programme ended lyk so fast but time also went pass so fast.. hmmms.. there's mistakes here and there somehow.. but then it's a successful concert though.. woooo.. really love being in it man.. was a tiring day.. cos played loads of songs.. hmms let me try to recall all the songs we played ytd.. started off with 'the music-maker' then 'stabat' then 'in the spring' lastly.. first half ended with 'rhapsody for jazz and concert band'.. den second half started with 'starwars' den 'hitomi' den 'saxophone ensemble' den 'jap graffiti'..'american graffiti' and lastly encore piece 'tokyo boogie-wonderland'...

nice nice.. took loads of photos.. with ma frens.. love love~ gonna upload them soon.. woo~ aft that.. concert was finally over.. so went back to sch.. clean and packed instrument.. den went off to eat.. acutally was supposed to eat at enak.. but den due to raining.. decided to change to je.. so people eating with us also changed.. in the end.. went to eat with jon.wj.adam.yang.fauzi.zameer.wenhui.melvin.gimling and xinhui woo~ hahahs had a fun time there chatting and eating.. den adam and fauzi were playing fear factor.. lols.. funny looking at them playing man.. hahahs oh yah oh yah.. before going home.. while fauzi and adam were playing fear factor.. hahahs i saw jasmen!! lols.. shocked to see him there worhs.. hahahs but anyway we enjoyed ourselves.. he was with his grp of frens.. yea~ den went home ard 1 plus.. tired~ lols =)

here are some photos taken ytd~

left: *me and wj*
right: *wj.me.jon.yang*

*double reed section =)*

left: *me and asrenee*
right: *me and jason*

left: *btrice(yh) and me*
right: *kiwi kor.me.asrenee*

left: *jan.kw.me.chaiying*
right: *jan.chaiying.me*

left: *me and mad*
right: *btrice(yh).me.jan*

left: *me.jan.btrice(rv)*
right: *btrice(yh) and me*

left: *kw.ziting.jan.me.chaiying* (lower winds rocks!)
right: *me and jan*-bassoonist!! =)-

left: *shaf.herer.me.jan.peisi* -bassoonist!-
right: *shaf.herer.me.peisi* -yuhua bassoonist!-
*jan and me* -our reflections!-

a few more hours to concert.. woo.. alumni's concert at vch tonite.. people do come early kaes? hehehs.. nice nice.. it's full hse tmr.. woo.. great!! heard loads of people coming.. will be a great show.. and exciting one man.. our concert is gona be a successful one tmr.. the songs we gonna play are interesting.. hehees.. so enjoy yea.. for those who's coming =)).. ohh ya ya.. ma manager and supervisor is going for the concert tmr too.. hahas.. dunno if they will feel bored not.. hahahs.. but do hope they enjoy.. =)

nth much happen recently.. only heard one of ma fren's mum is currently in hospital now.. wondering how's her now.. hmms.. hope she gets well soon =/.. had been working for nights everyday.. except alumni days.. and yea.. concert's going to be over soon.. and i'll be having more time to work.. and get money.. lols.. hmms but one thing kinda sad.. cos heard that ma manager[jin] is gonna leave soon.. mayb switch to other outlets to work.. and new managers are coming in.. hmmms.. sadded neh =(.. and yea.. din noe there's so many things happen in cartel before me and mj started work.. hmmms.. there's somehow some small conflict btwn frens there..

hmms din noe exactly wad happen.. but somehow things still very unstable for both parties la.. one trying to be better now.. and reflecting himself.. while the other.. not very sure of wad he's feeling.. hahas.. actually me and mj din noe abt all these until ytd during super.. ytd was working night shift.. so actually only working 11pm.. den kayson said he wanted to eat also.. so waited for him till closing.. den take transport back jurong to eat.. while waiting.. as hao ge also stay nearby.. he joined us.. hahahs waited kinda a while for the transport and then went to eat aft that.. so four of us decided to have mac.. so sitted in and started laughing and chatting.. den okaes la.. chat chat and chat.. they started chatting abt people.. kaes la.. wont speak much.. but mayb there's juz some misunderstanding btwn 2 of them.. den 4 of us went home aft a long chat.. somehow mayb i think he needs more time to think that's why hao ge is a lil not able to accept it.. but still we 4 have fun chatting and laughing yea.. hahahs =)

kkaes gonna take leave and slp early i guess.. hahahs concert's tonite.. =)

6 jan

left: jin(manager) right:paul [camera shy =X]
rosy(cook) [act cool only! lols!]
mj.me.kc.angeline(bday gal) [clockwise] -swiit gals-
heart using bread crumps!! done by fifie.
left:koko(cook) right:jacky(supervisor)
left:koko(cook) right:kc
mj.kc.koko.me.angeline [koko extra!] lols =)

here are some pics taken a few days ago with ma working mates at the cartel.. =)

hmmms have not been updating recently.. having slpless nights everyday and bad dreams or rather i shld say wierd dreams i ever had before.. dunno the reason why all these things had been happening.. kinda unsure too.. also reason for not updating is due to reaching home late and waking up in the aftnoon.. very simple yea? hahhas.. yea working till late everyday.. and doing closing recently.. so by den when the transport send us home.. it's lyk either 2 plus or 3 plus.. in the morning of course.. and yes.. ytd i did closing.. everyone was shack there.. all lying on either tables or the sofa chairs.. waiting for the transport to arrive.. 1am was the closing time.. but however.. the transport came at ard 2 if i nv rmb wrongly.. yea.. and before tat due to our boredness.. started to take pics.. and ytd was fun doing closing.. cos it was one person's bday.. angeline.. and we decided to plan smth to sabo her when the clock strikes 12.. hahahs den she was damn happy when the clock strikes 12.. and she noe we are going to sabo her.. somehow she sense it.. so we tried ways to ask her to go to the alfresco area.. hahhas.. luckily koko came in time and drag her out.. and decided to sing her bday songs.. hahahs guess wad?? she nv thght we would do this to her.. while she was making her wish and getting ready to blow the candles.. *briiiiiissshhhh* lols.. whipped cream's all over her head and neck.... wahhahahs.. den went chasing ard and spreading to others.. and although was a lil dirty.. but we had fun.. =)

den there was this person.. so zi lian sia.. hahahhs okaes la.. he's cartel's cook.. named koko.. hahhas super zi lian la.. keep taking photos with ma cam.. nah no more talking abt him.. dots.. anyway.. he told us loads of stories abt himself and his twin bro on the way back home in the transport.. lols.. anyway think ma mum saw the photos taken in ma cam.. and if i'm not wrong.. she's gonna scold me again.. argh hates it.. but who cares.. she's always unreasonable to whom ever i mixed with.. until the day i get ma own freedom.. den she's gd.. i juz dun seem to understand why she doesnt allows me to go steady? doesnt allow me to mix with ma frens.. argh.. until now.. i still dun get her reply.. and i dun think she even noes how to answer me.. tat's why she nv give me a reply.. UNREASONABLE!!! hates.. ma frens are all able to get their parent's consent in going into relationships.. but mine.. argh.. she's unreasonable.. and wad's wrong with me going out with ma frens.. i dun understand.. forget it!! juz dun lyk people who doesnt give me an explanation why i cant do this or that.. nvm i'll wait.. for the reply.. i'm good.. and i'm changin to be gd.. i used to lie for a lot of things.. but now.. i want to be truthful.. so i have to change.. and for now.. i can say.. i'm not lying for anything anymore.. i'm really working.. i'm really going home at that time.. i really reach home at that time..

i'll promise to change.. and stop doing things to stop me from getting near ma frens.. i juz dun understand u.. why other people's mum can be so open to their children.. and letting them do wad they wan and u cant.. why are u so narrow-minded.. argh.. hated.. nvm i'll wait.. i'll wait till i'm 18.. and by then i'm already grown up.. so stop ordering me to do things or not allowing me to do things i wan.. waiting patiently.. and i'll change for sure.. for u to see.. i'm not the brat u think i am.. and i show u every of ma frens.. i'll make sure i bring them home..

anyway let's talk smth happy.. hmmms.. results coming out in feb.. hmmms.. afraid that i mite not do well.. hoping i can pass and get to the course i wan.. and of course.. as i said before.. cartel's people tat i've known.. they're friendly and nice.. nice knowing them and working with them.. okaes.. let me list a names of those whom i noe recently.. ma new frens from cartel.. hmmms.. okaes start with the highest authority ones.. ma managers.. jin and ramli.. den followed by ma supervisor and captain.. jacky and mas respectively.. den crews we have.. angeline,hansheng,ong,geraldine,ruoxuan,ana,kaiching,pamela,zul,fifie,fidaous,paul,yingxuan and cookers are koko,josy,calvin and some more.. hahahs forget their names.. hahhas and yea working tmr too.. so have to slp early later.. as before work i have alumni.. kkaes take kaiires ma frens =)) smile~





*misses..
misses..
and loads of misses..
is the word she can describe..
of her feelings to u..
waiting for the day to be accepted..
waiting patiently..
and changing herself quietly..
she's gonna be someone truthful..
she's gonna change..
as she promised..
she will..
although in the past..
she've done things wrong..
and some cannot accept her anymore..
she's sad..
she regretted of her own doings..
and so..
she's gonna change..
she's gonna crawl from below..
and start anew..
she'll definately change..
to a better person next time..
pls believe in her..
she's changing..
sorry to those whom she've hurt in the past..
hoping for forgiveness..
and definately the forgiveness from someone..
it's okae if he doesnt forgive her..
she noes why..
pls wait for her to change anew..
she'll change..
DEFINATELY BETTER!!