suddenly. i felt the urge to blog. so wan to write something down here. suddenly i felt the urge of crying. i dunno wad's happening to me. somehow i feel so down recently. i look at people ard me. observe the people ard me. i realised they felt different. somehow some things in me been bothering me. seriously, i can say i'm crying while typing this entry.

i need a break. i need a break out of everything. somehow i'm so troubled by everything ard me. till i cant breathe already. i'm max-ed already. suddenly i felt so upset and down. leave me alone and away from everything.

i dunno wad's the problem with me neither do i noe wad's happening to me tat's making me feel this way. so dun ask me anything abt wad i blog. i juz wanna rant out my feelings now. i dunno wad exactly is bothering me till this stage tat i actually cried. damn. i wanna stay alone. alone and away. maybe i'll give myself a break tmr at work. go somewhere to relax alone before i even go home? i shall do tat. dun come and look for me. i juz wan to be alone.

i felt lyk a loser. a damn bad failure. failure in everything. who exactly am i? wad kind of person am i? i dun even understand myself and how would i expect people to understand wad i mean. damn i dunno wad am i thinking. seriously, i've been asking myself wad exactly is my personality and character? i also dunno. since dunno when till now. i still couldnt find out an answer. hmmms i failed to understand myself. i hate to be myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



current mood: DOWN!! LOUSY!!! FRUSTRATED!!! UBER TROUBLED!!!!!!!!!!