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today was a day out for fun.. yea.. morning was slping till deep slp.. woke up kinda late i guess.. forgotten wad time awake.. haha.. anyway went out in the aftnoon.. meet up with btrice and went to out primary sch.. started off with her pri sch.. admire her so much.. at least she still get the chance to meet up with her pri sch frens and chat along with them.. 好羡慕！！

stayed there for about 1hr plus.. den proceed to my pri sch at ard 1plus.. my pri sch frens werent there at all.. saw all my other class classmates all gathering with their ex classmates.. but me.. so sad.. all not back.. mayb reason is cause my ex form teacher wasnt there anymore.. every yr i went back.. i'll see my ex form teacher saying they going to transfer to another sch to teach or either dun wanna teach anymore.. haiz.. den the next yr i go back.. i'm not being able to see them.. so this yr when i went back.. non of my ex form teachers are there anymore.. so sad.. however.. i still do see some of the teachers who taught me.. i saw my ex vice principal.. mrs chua.. she still looks the same as before.. juz tat her hair has grown longer.. saw my pri 3 form teacher.. so surprised that she still rmbs me.. haha.. so happy.. had quite a chat with her.. and she still look as pretty as before.. so many yrs have pass and yet she has not changed.. haha.. so surprised!!! haha.. also got to know she once studied in my sec sch.. haha din noe tat until today.. haha.. and becos of her teacher.. she became a teacher too.. haha =)

so impressed with my primary sch teacher's day performance.. impressed in the way the performed.. so nice.. guess they muz have put in a lot of effort.. not forgetting.. i also got to see one of my ex band teacher in-charge.. mdm huzaimah.. although i din get to see mdm harlinah.. so sad.. so surprised when i saw her.. miss her so much.. and she was pregnant.. tat's the surprised part.. haha.. also got to noe from her tat.. shuqun pri band is going to hong kong this dec.. so gd.. but at least i went to japan before!!.. haha.. gd luck to them man!! =)

den went to city link to collect my membership card for newurbanmale.com

followed by.. we went to town.. to shop a while look ard and den went back to boonlay.. went to btrice's hse to slack and pass time.. so bored.. haha.. went home ard 9plus and the day ended..

mad and me in bus on the way home from movie..

mad and me at the void deck near btrice's hse waiting for her to come and get our bags..

me and btrice at long john eating waiting for a person to come to watch movie..

my lovely class 4E5.. taking photos with mrs sunil.. so happy to see her again..

my class doing a maths test.. so serious mood.. haha

do i look lyk asrenee? haha.. in class during chi lessons.. seriously thinking how to do.. haha

so tired today.. lucky i din go sch today.. if not i'll be lyk a drench person.. haha.. my sch is having teacher's day celebration at jurong lake.. which is near taman jurong.. wad a place to conduct a celebration.. dun even noe why choose that place for celebration.. and guess wad.. imagine.. u have to go there aro a 4km run.. haha.. would u choose to go or choose to stay at home and enjoy the nice slp.. haha.. i'll rather stay at home and replenish my slp..

last week so many days of exams.. mock exams.. really hated studies so much.. but prelims are coming on the way.. can say 2 weeks more? haha.. the more the teacher trying t force us to study for test or mock exams.. the more the people dun wanna study for it.. we felt so stress and so tired everyday.. everyday we go home felt lyk juz slp through and no need to study or juz pon sch the next day.. how i wish we really have a break to let ourselves free.. so tired and stress.. especially my class.. so many subjects to take.. the more tests we had.. and when we see our results.. everybody was lyk.. ' haiz.. why i did so badly again'.. the more in everyone seems to drop already.. worst is when teachers told us tat our pure chem and phys.. most of us fail.. i think only one quarter of them pass.. everyone was feeling very down..

if i ever had a chance.. i'll choose not to noe u two.. makes me feel so tired and frustrated.. doing all the things i've done.. mayb juz a little concern for ur.. but i juz wan ur to be gd.. but wad have u're given me.. blaming one another for dunno wad reason.. mayb i shldn't have talk or care so much.. at least i would have one burden off my mind and can be able to make it for my coming prelims..

juz had my eng prelims papers ytd.. paper wasnt quite difficult.. but for me.. i think it is.. as i dunno how to 'explain in ur own words'.. which is bad la.. but nth to comment.. juz hoping to pass my eng paper.. my next prelim paper would be aft sep holiday starting on the 11 sep.. which reminded me of him.. hmmm.. ytd wasn't a gd day.. as many things have happen.. dun wanna talk abt it.. as it reminds me of bad memories.. take it as a lesson learnt and nv will i repeat it again.. =(

are things really getting tat bad.. why are u feeling this way?.. i dunno wad to say.. but things have been caught in my mind for quite long.. i hadnt got the time to study really hard for any of my tests coming up.. u've been in my mind for days.. worrying for u.. but i dunno wad i shld do.. pls.. tell me wad u wan now??? i'm tired.. i noe how u feel and stuffs.. get very frustrated and confused.. becos of wad u juz msg me.. i've said wad i wanted.. pls dun get so upset.. i juz wan to noe more of the things going to happen.. u are always so quiet and how do u expect me to noe wad u're thinking.. tell me more and i'll understand.. things will get better till the end of the year ya? if really wont get better before the end of the year.. i guess i'll juz say goodbye to u.. hope u will understand.. really.. and pls dun get emotional.. tell me more abt everything.. i want to noe.. stay happy pls?!

"not in the correct state of mind"..

wad a pathetic class during self study.. everybody skip self study only this people left..


today is a new day in sch again.. however.. life in sch is still kinda bored and meaningless.. went to sch unprepared for my chem test today.. expected results: "i'm gonna fail!"

i think, "yes! i'm going to fail.." nth else to say.. dun even noe how to do the paper 1.. it was kinda difficult.. everyone of my classmates also commented n the paper.. hmm.. the paper was taken from nanyang girl's sch.. i guess it's juz not our standard.. haha.. or maybe it's juz tat most of us were really unprepared for that paper.. today was a long day in sch as every mon.. my class have extra lessons until 3pm.. however.. my form teacher was not in sch today.. so the lessons were shorten till 2.30pm.. but tat doesnt matter as the day was continued by boring self study lessons aft classes end..

wad a tired day.. but cant get to rest aft i reached home as tmr i'm having lyk 3 tests in a day??? wahahaha.. this whole week i'm goin to suffer lyk mad due to soo many tests coming up.. classmates one by one are skipping sch.. not wanting to come sch due to too many tests.. and guess wad.. my class is lyk so famous among teachers.. all teachers are fighting for my class when any of the subject teachers are absent from sch.. juz hated this kind of life in sch although it's for our own gd as prelims are our next biggest project we have to face.. haiz.. so tired.. dun have the mood to study.. tired of studying..

aft self study.. thght my bestie would wait for me or if she's leaving early.. she would have send me a msg or something.. but didnt.. went to look for her and her frens told me she have left.. called her and asked why she nv tell me anything before she leave that i could go find her later.. and she said: "i went to ur class and i cant find u.. how i noe where are u?".. lyk derh.. u have a phone.. why dont u tell me by sending me a msg or rather sms me where i am?

ahh. wadeva reasons la.. was damn pissed off so i hung the phone and went back home..

juz hoping tat tmr's 3 tests wont be tat difficult.. and hoping for a better day tmr.. =)

today was a boring day at home.. sittin in front of the comp whole day from aftnoon till night.. dunno wad to do.. and got nth better to do.. was so bored!! argh!! haha.. got to noe some new frens till IMVU.. had a nice chat with them.. and it's quite fun and enjoyable.. haha.. hmmm.. coming week have so many tests.. dunno how to cope leh.. will be damn tired.. especially phys.. sure fail.. thinking abt last week's phys mock exam.. i guess.. i'll have to hide my face and reflect on why i cant do well.. really was a difficult paper.. hmmm.. juz hoping that everything will be alrite and goes smoothly next week.. as eng prelims are juz ard the corner... =)

my name and my bestie darhlin.. btrice =)


my name done by my fren who works in the mc cafe =).. so sweet

today.. juz had my tuition in the morning.. so sianz today.. dunno what to do later.. had many tests coming up next week.. sianz diaos.. too many dunno how to study.. very stressed up.. =)