hayati..me..mel hehehes taken on POP day.. Hearts them lOadS! goNnA MisS tHeM! =)
ytd was ma passing-out-parade.. thanx to those who came to see ma band's passing out parade.. very nice of u people.. =)).. yeah.. and now i'm a ex-member of the band already.. no longer a part of the band.. hope ma band will continue to do well for everything.. next yr's gonna be competition year.. jia you worhs ma juniors!! i'll be back to help out if u need ma help kaes? misses u guys loads.. ytd was a heartfelt day.. was damn happy and touched by some of ma juniors.. words that i've nv heard from them.. felt so touched aft hearing it.. i wish u guys all the best yea.. i din noe u guys really put me in tat place.. was glad and happy.. hope u people strive for the best among the best yea.. i noe u guys can do it.. and all the best to the people who's been promoted and also to ma 2 best recruits.. happy for u guys.. dun let us down yea? gambate! =)
to those that were not promoted.. dun be too upset kaes? it's not u guys not fit to be promoted.. but juz hoping u guys can do better.. =)0 aim for the promotion in june next yr kaes? really felt so touched when i hear the words coming out from ma sec 2s going on sec 3 next yr.. din noe i stand a place in ur heart.. i hope all of u all the best.. i'm happy for u guys.. to see u guys promoted and stuffs.. =). although i din tear for u guys.. but in my heart i flooding.. shall be back to see u guys very soon.. misses*
although now i've seem to be out of band and out of sch.. juz waiting for ma results to be out.. but i still feel that i've nv had the chance to play out with ma frens.. but why? why cant i have the time out myself.. the freedom to play? i dun understand.. i see ma frens having their freedom to play.. go chalet enjoying themselves loads.. but me? seems lyk i'm not granted the permission t0 play out.. moreover.. exams are over.. cant i have the time to play.. why are u stopping me from going anywhere i lyk.. i go out.. u not happy.. i nv go out.. i'm so damn freaking bored at home.. i dun lyk ma life now.. i dunno wad u wan.. wad exactly do u wan me to do? recently i also dun have the time to go out.. was always busy going to sch doing band stuffs.. is it wrong to go out to play.. i dun understand.. i juz wan to have more time with ma frens.. i'm not learning bad.. i've nv been with bad frens these days.. juz going out with ma frens also u dun lyk.. i hate ur decisions.. i dun lyk it.. juz freaking hate it.. it's already end of exams and sch for me already.. aint i supposed to be playing out with ma frens.. i dun understand why i cant get this chance or freedom to play? why are u always thinking tat ma frens are bad peers.. seeing u lyk this.. i guess ma frens are also afraid to face u.. and i'm going through a period where now i'm meeting new frens.. i cant be staying with only this small grp of frens i used to have.. i need more new frens.. i'm not doing anything wrong.. why cant u accept my new frens.. i dun understand.. i'm getting very tired of asking.. and i hate u for doing all this to me.. i guess it's probably wad i deserve.. haiz.. hate*