hmmms... juz started work ytd.. phew.. was tiring man.. walking ard.. cleaning up places.. my legs got so tired and toes were very pain aft the night shift i worked.. hmmms.. although hours were short.. but it's still alrite aft all.. learn some new things there.. people there were nice too!! =).. yea.. and yea.. i'm working only part-time there.. lucky arh.. if i work full time.. OMG!! i think i'll die flat once i reached home.. and next day i have to wake up very early again.. *phew*.. hmmm.. tmr i'll be working again.. and also today wishing mj gd luck.. she's working now.. hope she's not afraid of it.. hahahas jia you worhs =).. calling her tonite.. hope she's doing well.. quite worried she cant handle.. hmmms.. =/

although journey to and fro were boring and long.. but still alrite la.. time passes very quickly once i started work.. and always rushing for time as if i dun.. i'll have to take the last train home.. or even no more to take den have to spend money on cab.. sadded =/.. how i wish someone were nice enough to drive me home.. lols.. but i dun think there's one yea?.. hmmms =/.. nth much happened last few days.. so din blog about it..

hmmms.. as for christmas.. it'll be saddening as he wont be here.. also on christmas eve i'll be working till late.. saddening.. but okaes la.. at least i wont spend time passing at home.. nth to do.. also i'll be working with mj tgt on chirstmas eve.. thus wont be that bored.. as we can leave tgt =)..

wishlists has been updated.. now wanting more of:~
*sling bags frm n.u.m (saw a few nice one but ex to get it).. hmmms =/ sadded..
*tops (2 pieces one) -- long sleeves (more)
-- short sleeves
*bottoms --more pants (3/4 or knee length)
*shorts



*missing..
missing..
missing u loads and loads..
why? why? why?
why cant u juz let her decide who she wans to be?
why does u have to object everything tat she wans?
why cant she choose frens she wans?
why cant she be wit frens she chose?
it's always questions haunting aft her..
cant u be better?
she's not mixing with one grp of baddies..
and moreover..
her frens are gd frens..
not as those wad u always think..
u arent giving them a chance..
always showing ur bad attitude towards me and them..
wad are u trying to show?
showing ma frens u're bad..
making them dun wanna come my hse?
sometimes she juz dun seem to lyk ur choices..
frens..
sorry for putting ur at bad positions..
she also doesnt noe wad she shld do..
she doesnt lyk the decision makers..
always doesnt allow her to hang out with u people..
worstly..
she doesnt even noe wad's the real reason behind it..
she hates it..
at least if a gd reason was behind it..
she thankfully will accept it..
now????
nth..
and it's nth at all..
wad's there to believe it..
or bother her from getting tgt..
going out with ma frens..
loathes and loathes and more loathes..
-tired-shack-
hates to think abt it anymore..
u doesnt wish to let her do anything..
and doesnt even allow her to go out with her frens..
u're unreasonable..
argh..
her life's saddening and tighten..
haiz =/