ya.. meiyi's back here again.. real o lvl is starting soon.. papers coming up are..

mon(06/11) -- e maths paper 1 and ss
tues(07/11) -- no papers
wed(08/11) -- eng paper 1 and 2
thurs(09/11) -- geog paper 2
fri(10/11) -- e maths paper 2

mon(13/11) -- no papers
tues(14/11) -- amaths paper 1
wed(15/11) -- phys paper 1 and 2, geog paper 1
thurs(16/11) -- amaths paper 2, chem paper 1 and 2

hmmm..wad a tiring schedule of exams.. really feeling kinda restless.. but still.. forcing myself to study real hard.. as i dun wanna get bad results.. hmmm.. and 16th nov shall be my last day of exams.. and till then i shall be playing and going back for band prac.. argh.. tired seh... alumni prac. starting on 18th nov.. and 5-day camp coming up for preparation of POP.. wooo.. that shall be my last day in the band as a bandsmen.. and till den i will be passing down everything to my new batch of leaders.. wishing the best for them.. POP will be on 2nd nov.. so anyone willing to come and see? FOC..wahahah =).. hmm den aft that shall be working to earn money.. hope it wont be a tiring one.. shall keep myself as busy as possible.. shall not think of anything else and juz concentrate... stay probs away from me.. i dun wish to get involved anymore..

feeling tired of everything now.. studies?relationship?wad else? dunno.. i think i juz dun wish to think.. i wanna go back to malaysia.. to a place.. where i feel so relax.. a place where i can play and enjoy the breeze of the silent night.. a place where i can lay out at the corridor of my grandma's hse at the garden.. looking high up in the sky filled with stars and looking afar.. a place where i can view the nicest view of genting.. the lights that filled the whole genting with beautiful colours.. so beautiful~.. haiz.. been so long nv get tgt with my cousins already.. kinda miss them.. really hoping to go back.. wish to stay there for weeks.. and not think of anything.. it's also a place where i can free myself from probs.. and relax my mind.. i dun wish to think.. i wanna avoid.. which i am doing now.. thinkin of consequences if wrong decisions are made?.. hmmm.. better dun think.. den everything will be rite... I WANNA GO BACK!!!!!!!!!! *missing u so much cousins~*.. when will i able to go with u to chill and play again?..*sighs*

i rmbed the time when u used to play at the playground??? hahah the rusty and dirty individual sections of the playground.. also the time where we played hide-and-seek in the unfinished condo opposite my grandma's hse.. so eeerrriiieeee~ during the night.. scared ourselves due to some things happening in betwn while were playing.. wahahha =).. shall not say wad is it... wahahaha =X.. hahah so memorable times i had.. wish to go back to the past.. however.. dun think will get a chance to play with them anymore.. as all are growing up.. happy childhood time are over.. missing those days.. thinking back those days really brought back my smile.. wish to be lyk this everyday.. *sighs*..

"living in a world of my own" shall be wad i shld do now.. not thinking of anything else.. and playing myself out as much as possible... take care..

*study*