hmmm was rather tiring ytd and today.. let me summerise wad i did ytd and today.. ytd was really kinda tired.. as i woke up at 8+? prepare and headed to sch to see ma band.. started off the practice with mace work with ma leaders and rv drum major? i think so.. yappie.. recap with them the basics and then checking on them one by one.. den taught ma leaders the passing down of drum major procedures.. den headed to the band side.. was guiding them along with the procedures of passing out parade.. only the recruits and the main band.. was pretty successful and the recruits do learn fast.. and yea.. although only one part of it.. they did well but still have more rooms for improvements.. den was combine practice for them and for me.. i started practicing for ma alumni pieces.. was rather hard.. really need more practice den can.. a lot of things happened ytd.. to some extent some things shall not be said and yea.. was rathering tiring as i was in sch the whole day from 9.15am to 9+pm at night den headed for dinner and home..

today had alumni practice too.. reached sch at ard 1.35pm and started practicing.. songs were nice but i was a little tired.. and yea.. almost fell aslp somehow.. haha.. but still endure throughout.. den accidentally sprained ma ankle due to when i was abt to keep ma stands into the cupboard.. now was rather painful.. cant walk properly either.. and yea.. was feeling very tired now.. okaes.. shall update till here.. eyes are feeling heavy now.. nites






*she's tired..
really damn tired..
wad is she going to do now..
*thinking*..
making lives difficult for her..
i guess you are..
she's seems to be not bothering abt some things on the outside..
but she's feelin weak and troubled inside..
she dunno which step to take..
to carry on..
she told her buddy..
and promised tat she wont hurt anyone..
she will do as she said..
she wans to relax..
wans to leave this place..
wans to take a break from everything..


give her a break wont u?
why are u doing this to her when things are already long over?
wad is the real meaning behind all ur motives..
wad are u trying to do?
she doesnt understand at all..
u're rather selfish and arrogant..
dun u think so?
it doesnt mean that once a person make a mistake..
the person cannt be forgiven..
and look wad u're doing right now?
cursing and swearing over juz one thing..
cos she did smth bad to u..
and this leads to mnths and mnths of u..
doing all the cursing and swearing over her..
wad kind of person are u?
dont u think it's ridiculous..
no other people have been so ridiculous lyk u before..
always keeping the hatred in u..
and doing this to particularly only her..
seeing her suffer u're happy rite?
u're such a freak..
wad's ur true meaning behind all this?
tell her den..
she wishes to noe why..

*saddens*