okaes.. people.. once again i'm back.. to think of it.. i feel a little childish to say it to u.. i'm sry for being harsh in the first place.. things started with me and i'll be the one to end it.. 5 days have pass.. a lot of things have been whirling through my mind.. although i do not noe wad exactly i'm feeling right now.. things are getting better.. i hope.. these few days.. wad have i done?.. feeling confused? feeling unsure? feeling troubled? i dunno.. things keep flashing through my mind.. i wonder how's everyone.. being lyk this.. is it really that wonderful? i really wonders.. i feel numb.. but thinking of it.. i want to let go of everything.. starting anew.. but can i?

tears filled my eyes with wonders and sadness..wad exactly am i feeling right now? has things really been cleared or is it still hanging there half way through my life? okaes.. mayb things have already passed through that stage and become better.. but why dun i feel anything at all? i feel nth right now but numb..wad's all abt life?love?frenship? do i really understand? maybe i dun.. i'm starting to get detest towards guys..wad in life do i really want? cant make up my mind rite n0w.. mayb i shld juz hack everythings aside and concentrate on my upcoming o lvl exams.. ya i think i shld and i will..

talking abt all my feelings.. ya.. i'm out this few days.. mayb that is why things keep popping up in my mind..this 2 days was out with zy to study.. and lyk so sway can? i lost money and card on the bus while on the way to meet him to study.. argh.. damn it.. wad a day i had man.. damn it.. first time go out with him.. jiu lost things liao.. sway can...argh.. bad day i had..was kinda moody that day.. argh.. sianz.. but was a fruitful day i had la.. was coaching him with maths and ss.. think he was quite happy that he'll be able to pass his maths la.. haha.. but however he said that he's gonna flunk for his ss.. haha.. no choice lo..who ask him last min den study.. wahahah.. cant help him..

today only went for chem lessons.. thght was going to take the test.. argh.. damn it.. go sch le den noe tat mr tan postpone the test to thurs.. worst still is in the late aftnoon.. argh.. and so i'm going to pon sch in the morning on thurs and only go to sch at ard 11.40am.. wahahah.. precisely i'm no longer interested in that naggy ah ma's[ms shamsiah] class of maths.. argh.. so i pon class today.. and damn it la.. this fri supposed to be marking day for our sch.. and guess wad.. my class is supposed to go back for phys lesson from 9-12.. argh.. wad a day.. being said by mr ooi, "i can mark the papers during weekend so i wan ur to come back on fri for extra lessons..".. sianz 1/2..ya and if next fri..on the 20th..he's going to askus back again.. haha.. i'm not gonna go back..asking me to study on my bday.. wait long long ya.. hahhaa.. =)

sianz.. o lvl is juz ard the corners.. my first written paper is starting on the 2nd of nov.. argh.. and it's lyk how many days left? LESS THAN A MONTH!!!..argh..how to survive? really have to study damn hard.. i need to get gd grades.. and it's a MUST!! okaes.. think that's the end of it.. really wonders how's them now?? and thinking of my kor.. wondering how's he eh? seems moody this day and kinda not feeling tat happy ya? hmm. juz hope everyone is alrite and happy lyk we used to hang out.. =/