hmmm.. wad's wrong recently? wad's happening? argh.. i'm tired.. really very tired.. having sleepless nights everyday.. and wad time do i get to slp everyday? 2?3? or 4?.. depends.. my brain has been working every moment and is not taking a break.. every morning waking up so tired.. today.. woke up with my eyes kinda swollen.. argh.. hate it.. so wad have i got to say? again.. scoldings and scoldings.. argh.. dun i have a choice to choose my frens? do i have to ask for permission to be with frens or rather go out with them? or do i need to take a permission pass to see if u would pass my frens? wth.. wad kind of society is it now? dun i have my freedom to choose wad kind of frens i be with.. and some more my frens are gd frens.. not as wad u think.. yaya.. being gd is always ur intention.. den me? have u ever thght abt it a not? argh.. i felt so trapped.. so wanting to break down.. so tired.. wanna study.. but thinking of all this fill my brain.. nth i study can be absorb.. juz going out to study with frens.. u complain and complain.. wad's wrong with my frens? u dun even noe them at all and stuffs.. u judge them by first look.. ya.. u're always right and i'm always wrong.. i cant take it anymore.. i wanna more slp but nth to complain..

off to watch tv.. sleepless nights =/