hmmm.. guess things have been better aft days.. but still to think of it.. not really everything cleared i guess.. mum's back from bali.. and hoping things will be better.. but i dun seems to see any.. juz tat i'm breakfree from household chores.. o lvl is nearing but although i'm afraid of the upcoming exams.. i feel somethings different too.. something that i myself cant figure it out.. wondering why i'm feeling this way.. hmmm.. moreover.. i'm hopin that o lvl would finish as soon as possible.. but somehow.. in a way i dun wish that o lvl would be over that fast.. feelings and things are juz not right.. band has resume for my juniors.. and ytd i was damn pissed with the kinds of attitude my leaders are showing towards us.. i can dun help if they choose to be lyk this.. but dun let me find out ur did smth wrong or juz a small little mistakes.. if i found out.. u guys are going to get it hard from me.. i said wad i meant..

argh.. things have been happening through these days.. i juz wan to be free... cant my mum juz give me my freedom to do wad i wan? argh.. hated to study.. going out is even more difficult.. i dun this kind of life.. juz wanna go out to study with frens.. also damn hard.. juz hope everything will be back to normal aft o lvl.. i hated this kind of life.. to be control fully by someone and cursing and swearing that things are happening.. tired.. dun feel lyk studying anymore.. but still have to.. as o lvl is nearing.. 17 more days to o lvl and 11 more days to o lvl practical exams.. how well am i getting ready to face this major exams of mine.. i'm not sure.. i wanna sort out my feelings but this is not the right time yet.. as for now.. i will concentrate on my studies.. and hoping things will be better aft my o lvl... band is still in a mess i guess.. dun wanna talk much abt it.. put it aside meiyi.. and CONCENTRATE on ur studies.. TIS IS WAD U ARE SUPPOSED TO DO AND NOT WORRYING ABT THE BAND!!! WAKE UP!!!! life has been so bad recently.. argh.. *outta to study*