ytd nite din slp well.. cant get to slp.. trying to slp for at least 2 hrs.. den go to slp.. cause the memory of that bad nightmare i had keep flashing back in my head.. really damn terrible.. i dunno how to not think of it.. hate to recall back.. but also wanting to noe wad happen next.. haiz.. wad shld i do? i wish to forget abt it.. but i cant seems to do anything.. trying to force myself to do things so tat i wont rmb.. but however.. it dun seems to work anyway.. haiz..

this morning wasnt able to wake up.. felt very tired and slpy.. slept ard 1+ and needed to wake up at 7.. was damn slpy and tired.. din wanna go sch today.. but still.. went as prelims are near.. needed to prepare.. hmmm... went to sch for chem lessons and test today.. last mock paper i only got 29/80.. haha.. nice one.. sianz.. i'm failing almost most of tests.. how am i going to survive through prelims.. felt so tired and stressed.. hoping exams could faster over den i can relax..

halfway through the lessons.. my chem teacher,mr tan,suddenly flare up at jiankai.. poor jian kai.. was chased out of the class as he was rude to him.. to say.. this is the first time in my 4 yrs taught by mr tan tat he got so worked up.. when he shouted so angrily.. the whole class was in complete silence.. so scary of him.. den he continued his lessons and jian kai waited at the canteen for us to finish our test.. after test.. we went to eat and was happily chatting.. haha..

den aft tat.. we all went seperate ways.. went to meet btrice as her lessons ended at 12 whereas mine ended at 11.. den went to play pool at arena.. for i guess 2-3 hrs den headed to jp to eat.. aft which miranda went home and i went to btrice's hse.. din have the mood to study.. so went to play bball for i think 2 hrs.. really enjoyed playing it man.. hmmm.. but still my mind keep asking me to study.. i really hope i can forced myself to study.. cant play anymore.. muz tell myself wan play.. play aft o lvl or at least aft prelims relaxed for a few days.. gambate meiyi!!! =)

kept thinking abt the bad nightmare i had.. dunno why.. whole of today.. no matter wad i do.. go play pool.. go play bball.. still thinking of it.. haiz.. save me someone.. really hated this kind of dreams tat i had and keep pestering me in my mind.. really hope to slp well tonite.. i'm really damn tired.. but my eyes are wide open now.. ahh.. haiz.. told btrice the whole bad nightmare i had juz now.. aiyo.. dunno how sia.. now every move i do.. i very scared.. that scary path of my dreams keep appearing in my mind.. really very scared.. wanna cry now.. *cries*..

went home.. bathe and den now talking to him.. really hope to forget abt the nitemare.. haiz
ended with the day kind of bad.. hoping to be real alrite.. wanna smile lyk before.. =((